Not An Option

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DYCARAI POV

Its been 4 days since me and Rica last talked and I was still hurt. I can't believe she was actually leaving me no girl has ever did that and I kinda feel lost without her. I know I was a lying nigga but til this day I can't explain why I do the shit I do...its complicated.

Me: can I come over and talk 😦

Princess😘💦😌👑: sure...when

Me: now?

Princess😘💦😌👑 yeah just call bc ma gone and I'm finna go back to sleep.

I was happy to know that she wasnt the stuck up girl but I wanted to end this right...

RICA POV

Carai😣😍💦🙊: okay

I was still a lul emotional about the talk me and dycarai had but I promise our talks won't change I just can't keep going on with something that's not right for me and being with him wasn't anymore. I was still focused on finding Nikisa its been basically two weeks now and I prayed for her last night but no luck. This has to be the toughest times for us all. I was still a lul tired so imma sleep til carai come.

NIA POV

I was shocked at the post I seen dycarai made on Facebook

Its always me 😴 I'll be straight tho

I figured it was between him and Rica because she reacted with the sad face and commented " we good 😏". I know she had been saying she was gonna stop messing with him but I didn't believe her man but now I do I hope they be okay.

Anyways my plans for the day is to clean up, and hope my sis make it home. I hadn't talked to Deshawn in 4 days and I'm bout to quit on him. I been hit hard left and right and he wasn't making it easier...some bomb sex would be nice right now. I turned on the tv and nothing was on but basketball and I almost died. Deshawn was on TV! He was apparently getting chosen to attend Clemson university and I was happy but sad. I knew his ass was leaving me soon but not like this. I turned the TV off and walked to the bathroom to shower.

DYCARAI POV

I got to Rica house and it was no one here but me, her, and her dog. It was real quiet besides her tv and our convo.

I grabbed her hand and looked her in her eyes as I talked.

" Marica I honestly wanna just apologize for the time you wasted on me. I know I was a liar and I promise I never meant to hurt you but shit happens man. I have never been able to explain why but now I can and its just because the first girl I ever loved is gone and never coming back." I watched as she faught back tears.

" man don't cry please" I said as she looked sadder and sadder and a tear fell I wiped it.

" I really mean that shit after all I put you through, when you said there was no more us I was hurt...I just fell in love with you and I never meant to honestly and now I caused damage I can't fix. " she moved my hand and covered her face as she cried hard I never saw her like this before and I was damaged. I knew what to do.

I took my shirt off and layed her down on her back kissing her neck softly wiping her tears. I kissed from her neck down to the top of her laced panties and back up. I gave her slow tongue kisses and watched her skin glow as she pulled on my pants and knew it was time. I went down into her vagina and licked up and down on her clit, I slid one finger in then two making her moan and leak. I put my tongue inside of her and let it do all kinds of tricks turning her on. I slid off my pants and slid the magnum condom on and slowly went inside her making her scream. I smiled and kissed her stomach and Gave slow deep strokes speeding up and slowing down. She was scratching the hell out of my back but i liked it. I pulled out and flipped her over making her arch her back and went deeper and she was leaking it looked like god himself was pouring milk on me. I felt myself bust so I pulled out and told her.