Unplanned (under construction)

Sick

***1Week***
Zayden
I sat looking at the white walls. I saw a bunch of pictures flash threw my head. My babies stood out the most. Kevin promised to bring them today.

At court they sentenced me to a year in the looney cage. I felt so stuffed up. I was always high, from the shots they gave me.

I pulled at my damaged hair and laughed at nothing in particular. Everynow and then I would think about the kids and pray. That's the only thing that could make me better.
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"Hey my babies" I hugged my babies.

Khaza had learned how to walk. He's almost one but I would miss his birthday.

"Hey mommy" Islah said

"Ma-ma" Kizzy said the first words I ever heard

"My baby can talk now" I looked at Kevin with a hand over my mouth and tears streaming

"Yea he's doing a lot now" Kevin said

"I can see that. Wow I missed his first words, oh God I'm a bad mother" I put my head down on the table and cried

"Your a great mother and it's okay" Kevin rubbed my back

"No that's my baby. I might not have had him but that's still my baby. I was supposed to be there"

I'm so broken. I'm like broken glass on the floor that can't be fixed.

"Mommy stop crying" Izzy pleaded on the verge of tears

"Don't mind mommy at all" I wiped my tears

"Mommy when are you coming back" Izzy asked as Kiz got his finger tangled in my hair while mumbling gibberish

Her question broke my already broken heart. That just crushed the prices even more.

"M-mommy...mommy's a little sick right now but but I promise to come back" I said threw tears

"But why mommy" Izzy had tears fall from her big brown eyes

I wanted to die. I was causing my baby pain because of my disease. She didn't deserve to live like this because of me.

"These people here have to take care of mommy and make her feel better" I couldn't stand to look her in the eye but I did it anyway

"But I want mommy to come home with us" she started throwing a tantrum

"I promise to come back home with you two" I saw her get even worst

This was stomping on my broken pieces.

"But I wanna stay with mommy" she broke out into the worst

She was banging on the floor and crying

"Izzy get up" Kevin tried to get her up

I just picked her up and she cried into my shoulder. I cried with her as I held both if my babies

"I love you both" I kissed their heads "Mommy loves you and don't forget it"

Kevin took them from me because my time was up.

"I wanna stay with mommy" Izzy cried and kicked

"Ma Ma ma" kiz reached for me over Kevin's shoulder.

Islah
I want my mommy. I miss her so much. She means a lot to me. I wanna stay with my mommy.

"Why can't I stay with mommy" I cried

I want my mommy so bad. She is going to get better. She promised to comeback.

"Baby mommy is really sick and those people can make her better" daddy sighed

"But I want my mommy" I pouted in the back seat

"Mommy's gonna come get you I promise. She gonna come back for you" he said

"Okay" I mumbled

"How about some ice cream" he asked

I shook my head. I don't want ice cream unless it's with mommy. I just want my mommy.

When I got home I went straight to my room and cried myself to sleep.

Zayden
I sat in my room having a total break down. I threw anything in sight. I could stand the thought of my baby girl being sad. I live to see her happy and smiling.

I had just picked the kids up from my dad's. I went home and changed from my work clothes.

"Hey Kevin, ima take the kids out" I said

"How about you and Izzy go and me and Kiz have a boys day" he suggested

"Okay. Come on Izzy" I grabbed her hand and we were out

"Mommy can I have ice cream" she asked

"Yea but this is just a mommy thing okay, so you can't tell daddy"

She said okay and we got ice cream.

I miss her already. I just wanna hold her in my hands again. I just wanna kiss her cheek and tell her everything is okay. I just want both of my babies.

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