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Why

Zayden
"Brandi please come over here" I cried on the phone
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"Why in the fuck did you do that shit"

"I-I didn't know who it was for"

"Who else did you sleep with" she asked

"I was really mad at Kevin and I got drunk beyond words. Um...I woke up in an unknown bed naked. Then that same night I slept with Kevin. I know I sound like a hoe at the moment but I didn't mean too. It just happened" I started crying again

"It's okay girl you just have to tell Kevin" she rubbed my back

"I don't want to"

"But you have to"

"Will you be there with me" I couldn't do it by myself

"Yea I will support you as long as you tell him"

"Well before I tell him can we go to the bar and get some liquid courage" I tried to laugh to keep from crying

"Yea you know I'm always up for a drink" she said

We talked a little more and she went home to get dressed. I laid down for about an hour before I actually got up to get dressed.

I got dressed in a cream tight dress dat reached above my ankles. I put on cream sandals and a jean jacket. I put on mascara and nude lipstick, then I took some pics. (In mm) I posted them on instagram.

I went down stairs and there he was.

"Where's the kids" I asked

"At my mommas" he said

"Oh good your here" Brandi came in without knocking

"Yeaaaaa why" Kevin asked

"Can you two please sit first" Brandi said

I sat on the sofa by the hall way and he sat across from me in the love seat.

"Now Zayden you have something important to tell Kev"

"Well come on cause I need to get dressed" He rushed

"Ihadamabortion" I said ready fast

"What"

"I had an" I stopped at let the tears fall "an abortion"

"Well before I get mad, why" he said calmly but you could see the anger in his eyes

"I-i-I didn't know who the father was" my voice was shaky and I was about to break down

"You fucking whore" he laughed "you just couldn't keep yo fucking legs closed huh"

I broke down. I feel like complete shit. I knew I shouldn't have done it. I am just so fucking stupid.

"Your fucking useless bitch" he jumped across the table and choked me

I was trying to breath so hard. I looked him in the face. I punched him square in the nose.

"Punk ass mother fucker"

I left and I ran outside. I got in my car and sped away. I went to the nearest bar.

I lit a cigarette while standing outside. It kinda helped but not how I wanted it to. I went into the bar and sat. All I could do was think of how fucked up my life is right now and cry.

"Can I get a large henny on the rocks" I ordered threw my tears

When I got my drink, I sat at the bar and cried. That's all I could do.

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