SCARED TO GET CLOSE || MYG✔️

Chapter5

Yoongi's pov:

"You two are going out today? Like on a date?" Namjoon asks with a wiggle of his eyebrows.

"Aish no. We're just hanging out.I say as I comb my hair down to flatten it out.

"You seem to be trying a bit harder for someone who's just going to hang out." he says and puts air quotes around "hanging out."

Before I can reply Y/n enters the room and I take in her appearance.

She was wearing a leather jacket, a white shirt, black skinny jeans ripped at the knees, Jordan's, and her hair was straight.

I look away and go back to fixing my hair.

"Woah Y/n. You look cute." Namjoon says and in the mirror I see her smile.

"Thank you." she says then walks to my side.

"Are you ready now?" She asks as her smile becomes a frown.

She had asked me this twenty times already.

I set the brush down and turn to face her.

"Whatever." I mumble and walk past her out the door.

Why had I even agreed to hanging out with her today anyway.

I don't know why she thinks she can change me.

My parents were right.

I was hardheaded and rude.

Why would anyone like me let alone love me.

"Quit zoning out, we have places to be." Y/n says as she smacks me upside the head.

"Yah! What was that for?" I ask as I rub the back of my head in pain.

She shakes her head and begins to walk away.

Idiot.

We end up going into many different shops and after that we didn't know what to do so we simply walked around.

"When can we go home?" I ask dully as I look around at the people getting into their cars to drive home after a long day of work.

"Are you seriously sick of me already?" She's asks and looks over at me with a frown.

I don't say anything.

"Too bad because I was staring to think you weren't that bad." she says and I look at her with raised eyebrows.

"Really?" I ask but she laughs.

"Nah. You stole my food and so therefore, you're my enemy." she says and I roll my eyes and walk away after saying "like I care."

When I don't hear footsteps behind me I turn around to see her leaning against a railing and looking out at the area.

"What are you doing, idiot?" I ask as I walk back over to her.

Her lips twitch up into a smile.

"Enjoying the view. It's calming don't you think?" She says and I look over at her.

She has a smile on her face and her hair was blowing back from the wind.

I had to admit..she was pretty cute.

"Yoongi." she says and I shake my head and raise my eyebrows.

"Huh?" I ask and she laughs.

"Cute."

"What do you mean cute?" I ask.

"I mean you're just cuter when you let yourself go. You know what I think Yoongi. I think you try so hard to keep up this rude, carefree guy act, but when in reality you care too much. You think you need to change but you don't. After spending this whole day with you I've seen the side of you that you've been trying so hard to hide. You don't need to change Yoongi. You're perfect just the way you are and one day someone is going to fall in love with you. You'll be their whole entire world, I promise you that." She says and pushes herself away from the railing.

"Now, let's go home." she says and starts to walk away from me.

My chest felt tight as her words replayed in my head.

I thought she was like my parents and everyone else but I was wrong.

She's different.

I run to catch up with her then tug at her jacket to slow her down.

"Don't leave without me, idiot." I mumble and she smiles.

"Sorry." she says as she slows down her pace.

The atmosphere around us felt different...

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Your pov:

"Are you hungry?" I ask once we get back to the dorm.

"Kinda." Yoongi says.

"I'll make some food." I announce then disappear into the kitchen.

I think I had really broken through to him after what I said.

It was true though.

Throughout the day he would break his douche bag character and the real him would show.

I knew exactly why.

His parents were right about one thing.

He was scared to get close.

I could see it in his eyes even though he was trying so hard to hide it.

There was so much hesitation in them all throughout the day.

I knew he didn't like me but I wanted to get to know the real Yoongi.

I didn't want to marry the fake rude persona he created for himself.

I'll get through to him.

"Here." I say and set the food down in front of him.

"You're not eating?" He asks as he glances up at me.

I shake my head.

"why not?" He asks and I laugh a little.

"Your nice side is showing." I wink and he looks down at the food and begins to eat, ignoring my comment.

"You two are finally home! How was your date?" Jin asks upon walking into the kitchen.

"It wasn't a date." Yoongi and I say at the same time.

Yoongi stares up at me for a moment then continues to eat.

"Mhm sure, did you enjoy it?" Jin continues.

"Yeah actually. I had a lot of fun." I say and from the corner of my eye I see Yoongi stop eating.

"I'm glad." Jin says and leans forward to hug me.

"Shouldn't you being going to sleep. You have work tomorrow." Yoongi says and I nod.

I stand up then head to the room after I say goodnight to both of them.

When I get inside I think about today.

I actually had fun with that jerk.

I smile to myself and lay down to sleep.

Today was fun.