Texts | Justin

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Holly Mays p.o.v

The show starts in thirty minutes and I have never felt this awful in my life.

I feel like shit. Disgusting, I know.

I don't know where Justin is, honestly I don't know where most people are.

I am a fucking idiot. Why didn't I just tell him? I have a serious issue about these girls and Justin, I just don't want them to be around him.

Talking about these girls why did I believe Sahara? Justin doesn't even like her and also Sofia, what a bitch for just standing there and doing nothing.

Whatever I'm over it.

I'm finished everything. The hairdressers just washed and straightened my hair. Now finally my hair is neat and done. I don't have anything else to do but sit in this room.

I can't stop thinking about Justin. I should honestly just tell him straight that I lo-like him. But I don't deserve his love right now after what I said.

He was totally right, i am shitty. Shittier than a public toilet. Shittier than Jofia. Shittier than shit.

I feel like crying aghhhh. I need help

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Youalreadyknowwhoitis (Charlotte💃🏻) :

I FUCKING need help

What did you do

Justin hates me

Is that even possible

YES
I DINT KNKW WHAR TO SAY TO HIM
AND I HAVE TO SEE HIM CUZ IM HIS FUCJING PERSINAL ASSISTANT

*picture attached*

Use auto correct so can type proper words

Agh you're sending me a pic of you when I'm telling you the love of my life hates me?!

Yeah soz

You're no help

Okay does he know you like him

Idk man he's confusing

No you are
What even happened

I saw some hoes that were with Justin long time ago and they told me some shit that I shouldn't of believed.
Then I said he was stupid
Then I said his tour was shitty and shouldn't of came

!!!!!!

I know.
IT WAS AN ACCIDENT I WASNT SUPPOSED TO SAY THAT.
THIS TOUR IS AWESOME AND SO IS HE.
Please just kill me right now.