Niall Horan Imagines

Ex-Girlfriend Comparisons

"Fuck Y/N! Leave me alone for fuck's sake. Why can't you be like Ellie? She was never this fucking clingy?"

That was the point that broke you. He actually said it.

After the words were spoken, you ran upstairs with tears streaming down your face as you started packing a bag. As soon as it was packed, you threw it over your shoulder, found your phone and keys and ran out of the house, not even daring to look back at Niall.

You put your bag in the backseat before hopping in the driver's seat and driving off with no destination in mind. You moved all the way from Australia to be in London with Niall and everyone else stayed behind so you had no one to rely on in London. Niall was the only one but he clearly didn't want you anymore.

The rest of the lads and their girlfriends were in LA, so you couldn't even rely on them. You only had 2 friends that you'd made through the other girlfriends in London but they also happened to be on holiday.

You'd been driving for over 30 minutes when you decided to stop and look around at the park in front of you. You parked your car, picked up your phone from the holder next to you and got out of the car.

As your feet stepped on the crunchy, but squeaky snow, you thought about Niall and what you could've done to make him think like that.

'Am I really that clingy?'

'Does he love me anymore?'

'If he wants me to come back, could I forgive him and go back?'

They were all the thoughts running through your mind.

You pulled your phone out of your pocket to see if Niall had tried to be in contact with you but when you click the home button and find your lock screen blank, disappointment rises in you.

N I A L L ' S P O V

'Should I message her now?'

'No, give her some space Niall.'

'What kind of fucktard says that to their girlfriend?'

So many thoughts were running through my head. I really just compared my girlfriend to my ex who didn't even compare to her. The look on her face when I said that broke my heart. I need to fix this but I need to give her some space first, that's what girls like right? Space.

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It's been 3 hours since Y/N left now and the guilt is still rising in me. I'm getting worried now because it's almost dark and she still hasn't come home and I don't know where she is. She doesn't really have anywhere to go because everyone is out of London, unless she went to a hotel. But she needs to be here, with me.

'Hey love, I'm really sorry for what I said before. I didn't mean it, not one bit of it and I need you to come home. I need to know you're safe and I need you here with me, where you belong. I hope you can forgive me, I'm so sorry. Please come home, I'm a mess without you. xx'

I clicked send before even more guilt rises in me. I really am a mess without her and it's only been 3 hours.

'I don't know if it's worth coming home. Go find Ellie.' My heart sinks as I get that reply just minutes later.

'Baby, please. I'm so madly in love with you, I don't know how else to describe it. Please come home, I need you so badly and I know I'm a fucktard but I'm a fucktard that's missing you. I love you so much baby girl, I need you.'

Y/N ' S P O V

I hear a sound go off in my pocket, obviously from my phone. I pull it out, noticing a text from Niall.

'Hey love, I'm really sorry for what I said before. I didn't mean it, not one bit of it and I need you to come home. I need to know you're safe and I need you here with me, where you belong. I hope you can forgive me, I'm so sorry. Please come home, I'm a mess without you. xx' It reads.

As if he really means any of that.

'I don't know if it's worth coming home. Go find Ellie.' I reply, tears beginning to stream down my face again.

'Baby, please. I'm so madly in love with you, I don't know how else to describe it. Please come home, I need you so badly and I know I'm a fucktard but I'm a fucktard that's missing you. I love you so much baby girl, I need you.' I get a quick reply again.

Is it really worth going home?

'I don't know Niall. You promised you'd never hurt me but I've never been more hurt than this.'

After I send that text, my phone buzzes again and I pull it out to see Niall ringing me.

"Hello?" I say when I answer it.

"Y/N, baby, I'm so sorry. I need you to be here, please come home, I love you so much." He rushes out and it's apparent in his voice that he's crying.

"Niall, I don't know. I might just go to a hotel. Give me a few days and I'll think about it." I reply.

"Please Y/N, we both know space never works out. Please baby, I really need you." Niall cries.

"Fine, but it's only because I hate to see or hear you cry. You're not forgiven and I'm still upset so you have a lot of making up to do." I reply, changing directions and beginning to walk back to my car.

"I promise baby girl. Thank you so much, I love you. I'll see you soon, yeah?"

"Um, I'm just walking back to my car and I drove over half an hour so I'll be a little while."

"You promise me you'll come home though?" Niall says, sniffling.

"I promise. I'll be there as soon as I can." I reply.

"Don't rush, stay safe."

Author's Note:
I'm so sorry I haven't updated in almost a week loves, I've been super busy and I've been out every single day. I hope you like this though, it's a bit all over the place but oh well.

Thank you so much for being patient and for 130k, I love you all xx