Niall Horan Imagines

Little Things

Firstly, I just want to say I'm so incredible sorry for being gone so long! I've been super busy with school but I hope you like this imagine. Thank you for the continuous support <3 *not edited*

You were currently backstage with the boys and the band because you were all hanging out together in Sarah's kitchen. Lou, Lux, Lottie and the rest of the crew were also there. You loved when the whole crew was together because you all had such an incredible bond that could never be replaced. 

The show was only 20 minutes away so you had to rush eating but everyone was ready so it was one of the few occasions all the crew sat together for a meal.

You were seated in between Niall and Lux who was attached to you and pleaded to sit next to you. She was an adorable little girl and you loved spending time with her, especially when Lou was busy doing the guys' hair and makeup.

The table shared many laughs, many ideas for upcoming projects and Harry shared a lot of jokes that nobody laughed at. You were one of the only ones who laughed, but it was because you either felt bad for him or they were so stupid.

Everything was going fine until Niall made one comment. The boys were talking about girls, models specifically and it was fine for the other lads to because they were all single, but Niall's little comment that he thought was harmless definitely wasn't. 

"Oh my gosh, Kendall Jenner is a babe." Lou says.

"Oh, she's smokin'" Louis adds.

"One hundred percent agree." Liam adds.

"Nah, Barbara Palvin. Absolute babe, she's gorgeous and the way she moves her body, fuck." Niall says, causing everyone's eyes to widen and look at you.

You shifted uncomfortably, extremely hurt and embarrassed.

"Wow, nice to know Niall, go and fuck her and have her instead." You lowly whisper, not wanting to cause a scene before jumping up and sliding your chair back, racing to the nearest bathroom. The last thing you saw before you got up was Niall looking at you with his eyes widened, obviously not expecting that.

You lock yourself in the bathroom, not wanting to see anyone. You feel so hurt, so humiliated and so disappointed in not only Niall, but yourself also. You knew you weren't perfect, you were always insecure about your body and stretch marks but Niall always reassured you of them. You also knew Niall could do so much better than you but each time he denied it. 

Running through your mind were a list of things you could do to improve yourself. You knew you could look and be so much better. You didn't even know if you could forgive Niall after this though, if he even wanted you anymore, that is.

You hear a knock on the door, you should've known someone would chase after you.

"Princess, baby, you in there?" You hear Niall say.

"Go away Niall, I don't want to speak to you." You say through tears.

"Please princess, I'm sorry. I didn't mean that." 

"Yeah, I'm real sure you didn't. Go find her instead Niall, we're done." You reply, your heart breaking at your own words.

"No baby, don't do this. I'm so sorry." He pleads and he sounds like he's on the verge of tears.

"You know how insecure I am Niall and you just embarrassed me in front of the whole crew and spoke about another girl like that and I won't accept that." 

"Princess, I'm sorry, I really am."

"Please go away Niall."

"Fine, but I'm not giving up on us." You hear his voice fade as you believe he walks away.