My secret lover

Chapter 18

4 MONTHS LATER

Dean'll be back by the end of the week. What a lie. "Hey magic. Go get some sleep." Roman says, walking in, a McDonald's bag in hand. "I was sleeping." I say, yawning. I look up at him with pleading eyes from next to dean. "In a real bed... You haven't left his side, M. Please?" He begs. I shake my head and roman sighs, sitting down in the chair in front of me. "At least eat?" He questions. "I'm to lazy to let go of dean..." I trail off. Roman rolls his eyes. He sticks his hand in the bag and pulls it back out a second later, a fry emerging in his hand.he sticks it in my mouth and I sigh, eating it. "What if he doesn't wake up?" I whisper after a few minutes of this. "M, he's gonna wake up. Trust me. Something will happen like it did to Seth, and he'll be fine." Roman says, giving me a sympathetic smile. I just nod my head, looking at dean's hand that's intertwined with mine. I bring it up to my face, letting my tears fall. "M, come here." Roman says, scooping me up from dean's side and sitting down in a chair, me in his lap. He stays silent, letting me cry and hug his chest. "I wish it was me instead, roman. I miss him so much." I cry out, soaking his shirt. He just rubs my back, nodding his head. "I feel the same way, if I had made him go himself... This wouldn't of happened." He whispers, setting his chin on my head. I shake my head, trying to clear all of my thoughts. "Can you go to the hotel with me, if I wanted to sleep?" I ask, my voice nearly audible. I feel like I'm betraying dean by leaving for a little while. "Of course! Hey, let's go now. I'll call Seth and ask him to come back so dean won't be alone." Roman says, giving me a quick squeeze, before we both stand up. I nod and he goes into the hallway to call Seth. I sit on the edge of dean's bed, my hand on his side. "Dean, I-I really need you. I'm so lonely without you. I miss you so much. But I'm gonna go get some rest, and maybe eat some real food. I love you." I say, then lean down and kiss his cheek. I let my lips linger there a second too long and roman walks back in. I sit back up. "Oh, um-sorry. I'll wait in the hall." He says, pointing with his thumb. I shake my head. "It's fine, let's go." I say, getting up. Roam slings his arm over my shoulders as we walk out of the lobby and onto the elevator. "Seth will be here in like 5 minutes, so he'll be fine. And, he's gonna wake up soon, Magic. Trust me." Roman explains. I hug his side tightly, with both of my arms. Squeezing him, I whisper, "I hope you're right." The elevator opens and we walk through the main entrance and outside. "You're a really good person, roman, did you know that?" I ask, looking up at him. He chuckles, shaking his head. "No, I didn't know that." He says, a smile playing at his lips. "Well you are." I inform him as we get to the car. He just laughs and we get in the car.

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I yawn as I cuddle into roman's hotel bed. We didn't bother getting me a room, since I'm always with dean and don't really need one. So roman is on the couch sleeping- which I offered to let him keep his bed- and I'm in his bed, trying to fall asleep. I sigh, kicking around the blankets as I turn into my back. I stare at the ceiling until a tear hits my ear. I wipe it away and realize I'm crying. I quickly turn so I'm facing away from the door, and quietly sob into the pillow. I don't know how long I cry for, but when I'm almost asleep, I feel the bed dip and then I'm in a warm embrace, as the person tries to get me to stop shaking and crying. I cuddle into them, turning to face them. I don't bother to open my eyes, because they are so heavy. After awhile, I finally fall asleep.

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ROMAN POV

I get up, staggering towards the bathroom in my tired, half asleep, state. When I walk by my room, I look in and see magic shaking, her faint cries barely audible. My face saddens, and I walk in my room, scooping her in my arms as she cries into my chest. I really hate to see a girl cry, especially Magic. She's been through enough.

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My eyes slowly flutter open. I go to take a deep breath, but there's something heavy on me. I look down, and magic's tiny body is spread across my larger frame. I shift her off of me, and get up. I look back at her and realize that she only has on one of dean's shirts. I bite my lip, rolling it between my teeth. I have to remind myself that she's wearing DEAN'S shirt, meaning she's DEAN'S girl. I shake my head, cover her up, and walk out if the room. I start to wonder how long I've been sleeping for, and check my phone. There's a few missed calls, and some texts from Seth. I look at the time, and see that we'd been sleeping for almost a full 24-hours. I quickly call back Seth.
"Hello?" "Seth, what's wrong?" "It's dean... Just come back to the hospital." "Should we be worried?" Seth sighs, "just come over here!" "Ok. Bye." "Bye." I hang up the phone and quickly change into new clothes. Magic stumbles in as I'm putting my belt on, and I look up at her. She yawns, scratches her head, and rubs her eyes. My eyes, trail down her body, from her sleepy face with a crease in it from sleeping, to how small her chest and stomach look in the oversized shirt, to her thighs that still shows scars. My eyes meet hers again, and she seems to only be noticing the fact that I'm buckling my belt. "Sorry." She blushes, looking away. "It's fine. Um, Seth called, we have to go to the hospital." I explain, her seemingly ok mood, drops, her face saddens, and her shoulders stiffen. She nods, bending to grab some clothes. I quickly look away when I see her ass, only covered by her underwear.

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MAGIC POV

We speed walk towards dean's room and I hear mumbling through the door. Roman opens the door and stops dead in his tracks. I go to walk past him, but freeze, a smile creeping on my face. "Dean! You're awake!" I yell, running over to him. I wrap my tiny arms around his neck, his arms around my waist. "Hey babe." He replies softly. I look into his eyes, tears coming to mine. "I've missed you so much." I tell him, connecting our lips. He kisses back, his tongue sliding in my mouth. Roman clears his throat, and I look over at him, my cheeks flushed. I look back at dean, and hop into the bed with him. "You're hair's black now." Dean notices, running his hand through my hair. "Yeah, I haven't dyed it in awhile." I reply, laying my head on his chest. Dean looks up at roman. "Hey romes, surprised to see me?" Dean chuckles. Roman nods, sitting down in one of the chairs. "Yeah, I figured Seth was gonna tell me bad news when we got here. I didn't expect you to be awake." Roman smiles, shaking his head. Seth walks in, a smile on his face. "Good, I see you're back, happy with dean." He says, handing dean a donut. Dean eats like half of it in a bite. "I think we should get you some food." Roman laughs. Dean nods, shrugging.

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Hey lovleys, another chapter of my wonderful book that you guys seen to love! I'm going on vacation, so I'm updating all 3 of my books that I'm writing before I leave. This being one of the updates. So I hope you guys enjoyed, vote, comment, fan!