Trying not to fall in love

Destiny doesn't know what its doing

It's been a week I was avoiding Ashton . And I was successful. It felt like destiny never wanted us to be together even the girls thought it was just a crush or attracted to him I don't know I was happy he wasn't around me . But one day destiny Changed its mind. it was the morning. My parents got back from their trip its been 30 mins that they arrived there was someone at the door . Thad opens the door ... Honey .. I don't come Selena someone came for you ... Come in Ashton he says ... I still didn't go me and my mom were laughing about how Thad danced and how he fell of the surfboard because he thought there was a shark...i hug my mom I love you ma .... I was just sad that I wasn't there . My mom kisses me I love you to baby .aww Thad says can I have a hug too . Ashton why are you here ... I ask . Selena I am not here to talk to you he Says facing towards Thad I would like you to give me permission to take your daughter out on a date ... Thad says no you can't now leave .. Go Thad says ... Ashton was having a neutral expression. Ashton my mom says he turns back with a smile yes mrs he says . You are allowed to take her Ashton .. Me and Thad -no what why ... Thad tells me I don't have to go .. Ashton was sad I felt bad ...you no what lets go for breakfast as friends .. Ashton says no Selena you mean More than a friend .and he leaves . It was Monday ... Time past by quick . We were all having lunch Ashton was there he was alone at the normal lunch hall and I was at lounge ... I felt so bad that I couldn't see him smile because he was sad and that too because of me . I walk up to him .. Hey ..he looks at me says hi so why are you sitting here I ask .. To eat he says smiling ..its was not his real smile ... Come on can we just be friends Ashton .. Your an amazing guy I am not ready for love and shit. I have know you for only 4 months .. And its shit I think its just a crush feelings will go away. God Selena I don't want to get physical. With you ... You won't get it he storms of .. I didn't go to the movies with my friends I wanted to see guardians of the galaxy 2 so badly but Ashton spoiled my mood . I went home my mom was there she was all smiley like she kew something and she wasn't going to tell me that made me even more angry . I going to my room. To see pink ballons all shades of pink and hearts and chocolates .and someone came In through the window . It was Ashton nicely dressed. better than ever . Hey selena . Hi I say while tears were rolling down my eyes . I knew what was going to happen .... He came closer ... I like you more than a friend Selena he whispers and just leaves the same way he came in ..there were few ballons left the rest flew out of the window .I found a bunch of roses with a letter .. Keep smiling Selena it was signed heart Austin .. Heart he loves me aww... god I can't admit that I like him cause I dint want to go to the mess .. I can't tell Nat or val cause they will help him .its really not a fairy tale ... Fairy tales don't happen in real life .... I couldn't sleep the whole night... I was messed up I didn't sleep the whole night .. He was every where ... Ahhh god please. Help me get rid of these feelings .. I got an idea ... If I like someone else than he wont trouble me right that's sounds good . I was at school every thing I tried to do I was lost in another world I got kicked out of Chemistry class.it was lunch next so I just went to a restaurant near by .. I was sitting alone at a table having I sundae . Hey is this seat taken I hear a guy say. yeah It is i say looking up ... hey will how are you haven't seen you in a while I was even more sad with raging anger why did I have to meet my ex todyy.... My phone rings it was Nat I knew she would call. because half of lunch was done and she didn't find me . I pick up where are you I miss you ... Hey I am out I reply where she questions uh I don't know its called kribys Nat oh kribs dinner

Yeah there ..okay iam coming ..no don't I have company who she asks . Willson I say .oh why are you with your ex ... Well destiny .. don't come though .i was out with him till 7 . I was at ice chills with will and the whole gang comes over there so I had to pretend that he and I were to gather only than Ashton would think of me as a friend . So I acted like I was with him I did tell him that we were pretending . Ashton showed up and that's when I kissed him it. Was a horrible feeling there was no love and meaning to that kiss .. Will smiles .ashton walks away . He just stood up and walked .. It was 8:00 Thad called me to come home .i have to leave bye will ..yes honey he says hehehe i smile lets go i left my bike at school so me and will were going there don't know what happens to will he says i can't live with out you i missed you i still like you please get back with me . i will do anything and everything you want please . No will its don't .. come on he says while starts to kiss me and touch me .i was angry so i punch him and run he was behind me ... i will get you ... We would. Have been happy if you gave me what i want no i will take it force fully .. He sounds like a rapist . I punch him again .. I run in to a car i mean it stopped there and i dashed in to . it was Ashton's car . He got hold of Willson Ashton beat him up...he raised his had for a last punch I couldn't see it so I go in the middle and I was lucky to not get hit on my back by Ashton . I didn't see it coming Willson . Punched me in . The stomach so hard I fell like my intestines tore . I did scream so loud . Ashton punched Willson to the ground. He carried me to his car. I was still in pain .. Well destiny do you still think your right . We go to ashton's dads office because it was the nearest. Place we were there finally . I informed my mom I was at a sleep over at nat's .i didn't want her to know all this . He took me to his family doctor . Who took few scans and told every thing was fine and I just had a sprain on my hand and my stomach was fine ..hurt but fine it was 9:40. .... We were about to go home we got on to the lift .. They lift was going smoothly untill ... Destiny took charge ... The lift stopped in between the 28th floor and 27th ... I thought it was going to be back in a minute we did try everything in that minute nothing worked .. It's been 10 mins I panicked ... I hate being in a closed room I yell . Are you claustrophobic Ashton asks ... No I just hate being forced to stay in a confined place when I don't want to . Ahh I just hate this.. Ashton message s Nat . And tell her to come after a little while . I didn't know that so I was a stupid trying to call Nat or val but there were no bars I tried at least a 50 times .... God! Ashton I hate this I say while ... I sat down to one corner ... You could have just dropped me home Ashton ... I am angry I say ... He sits down Putting his arm on his forehead .. His. Knuckles were bleeding . Omg your bleeding iam sorry I did this to you I say while trying to rub the blood of with my hanky he smiles clam down ... I would help any girl who was at your position. Really it didn't have to do anything with the fact that I you love Ashton says while looking at me .. .. He had a neutral expression . You know i was kind of jealous. When you were with melena ... And sad for you also ... You know melena doesn't love you either right ... How could you go the movies with her ..she was just trying to get physical with you ...you didn't come how do you know he says ..well your sister told me everything .. And i came to the conclusion.. ...i thought you don't like me Ashton says ... I do. I just don't admit it ...well I am at least clear that I like you. haven't waited for a girl for six months even after she rejected me ... See it's just six months Ashton .that's how long you've know me .well than one year and six months he says .. What how .. You know the guy you met ate Ashley's party at Chicago .. the seven minutes of heaven game ... And you decided. To kiss me after 5 heavenly minutes were already done and I asked me you were a good kisser? and you said no Ashton ..I interrupt ... You remember .. You were so drunk that night ... I had two shots Ashton that was the day I found will was cheating on me .. I know he says what how ... Well you were dramatic about it on your social networking all those quotes. And those oaths .. So you are a stalker . .. Wait you are little hearts 101 .. Yes he says smiling upside down diva .. Oh wait darling drama queen. Can't you find better names he asks ... Well I liked them ..so I don't care what you say .. You said you liked them ...well Ashton replies .. Ashton see we could be friends .. You were an amazing friend ..when we were strangers .. Ouch we are strangers Selena .. I told you my secrets .. I told you mine too ... You stealing chocolates or making a fake id and going to pub ... Sure secrets...hey I even told you I dint really love willson .. He was silent .. After few minutes ... Selena . I look at him with a smile ... You mean more than Sofia to me ... Maybe be my world ..and no I want give up even if we fight or one of us gets bossy or out of control .. I want leave you if someone better comes along your the best for me ... And the most beautiful girl u have ever seen ... It feels like magic when you try to make me smile ...Ashton I interrupt him ...love make people blind ... Love hides all our flaws ...when love runs out the happiness begins to fade ... Ashton says selena I can never run out of love for you .... The lift starts to move we reach ground floor .. Nat was there . .