Trying not to fall in love

Relations are complicated .

I was in deep sleep ... My phone kept vibrating . Hello i say in a very sleepy tone .. No one replies .. I look at the name it was Alexis Aston Carmon Ames . Hey Ames i tell ... Hmm he sighs .. Are you going to talk or should. Fall back to sleep .. I am angry he says .. At i ask .. You .. Selena .. If its cause of the gift i was just joking i say ... Now i am even more angry he says .. Wha what why ask .. You know i care about you then how could you think i didn't care that you joint a radio station and seriously you thought i was mad for that gift shit .. It was the first time i was meeting your parents formally .. Oye Alexis sorry i knew you were trying to impress my parents i was just trying to pull you leg . No Selena .. You wont get it .. He says ..and he cuts the call .. I tried calling him back i even called Nat so she could give it to him .. None of them worked out .. It was at lunch the next day .. He didn't come ... Dean told me he was at the indoor basket ball court .. I go there .. Hey Ashton I need to talk right now .. I scream I see Sofia and Ashton playing a match .. Oh hey he says .. Hi can we please talk .. We are just playing g a game as friends he says .. I can see that he says . Really can you he ask .... Can we please talk I ask ... No I am busy he says .. Trying to avoid me I ask .. Well its not working he says .... Ashton Carmon Ames I say softly .. Can I please. Talk to you for like 5- 10 mins please .. He goes in to the locker ... I follow ... He bolts the door .. Tell me .. You aren't talking I am sorry ... Don't be sorry its just how you are ... What Ashton stop ... Okay .. I was trying g to tell you .. What that you think I don't care about me he question s .. No I knew you weren't interested in arts and all that stuff that's why I said I don't think you care ... Well I do he screams .. You think I don't trust you but I trust you more than anyone ... And no I don't think of you as a gold digger

.. You can't trust what Kaitlin tells you ... I don't think you play mind games god .. I love you that's it .... I love you to I reply ... He smiles ... Hey i am sorry I keep letting my insecurities get in between us ... Insecure . Why do you have to be insecure he asks I don't know I say .. But I am sorry for making you angry I didn't mean to next when I say something I will try to say it in a sweeter way I say ... He smirks .. So are you going to talk to me .... So when is your first day at the radio station he asks .. Tomorrow I say .. Nat calls me .. Hey where are you i am hungry there only 15 mins left come quick .. Hey we are getting lunch you want to come I ask ash .. Sure he says .. We were about to leave .. Sofia was alone shooting some baskets .. Hey Sofia I shout .. She looks back do you wnat to have lunch with us I ask .. She gives a look at Ashton .. Ashton shrugs his shoulders sure she says .. We all have lunch together .. All the classes were done I was about leave I was rising my bike rmmm rummmm ... That's when Markus comes into the seen hey Selena .. Ashton and dean come I bit closer than they were .. Can I have a ride he asks .. Um sure where do you want to go I ask .. Well its a surprise he says .. Okay ..so he says he will drive ... I say no I will.. Hey Selena i was wondering if you could over to place dean says ... Why i ask .. The gang thought to meet up so you should come .. Yeah sure ..when i ask .. Right now he says now .. She will be there in an hour ..yeah Markus and i are going some where .. Can i come in an hour ...after driving for 10 mins we reach marks house .. His house was nice .. I walk into his room all of a sudden lights go out and music starts to play .. Markus was singing when you will be mine ... A song that we wrote together.. All of a sudden he was under a spotlight write next to me ... After the song finished he was on his knees with a Tiffany box in his hand i burst out laughing ... In the Tiffany box was ring an edible one ... After a second i notice even the box is edible ... Selena drew smith .. We you please accept to be my girl friend he says .. I was standing there like a statue after a min or two ... It's so sweet but .. I kinda love this guy ... And he .. Markus smiles .. Can you at least be my friend after what i did he asks .. Yeah sure he says .. Tada Tata Tada ya my phone rings .. Hey i say .. Hey baby when are you come to deans house from marks place he asks ... I am coming ... I say bye to mark .. I go there to see every one in a circle ... Hey Nat asks what did you do with him .. Who mark i ask ..yeah that ass val says ...um nothing we just ..talked ..everyone was silent ... So he asked me to be his girlfriend i say what ... What did you say val asks ... I said i already love someone .. Who dean ask ... Um its ... I love you to baby Ashton says while comeing and huging me .... Val was surprised .. But no one questioned .. So how did he proper Nat asks .. Do i have to i say .. They all say yes .. I tell them everything that happen ... Dean screams ... Why the fu** did you go there what if ... Dean he's a good friend so calm down okay i say ... Everyone was mad at me .. So i ended up get a lecture about what how he made Carly ashs ex cheat on him how he hurt Nat .. I was quite .. After an hour of all the dramatic lectures hey i am very hungry who wants pizza i say everyone laughs ..val screams drew we are serious ... Hey i was listening okay ... Tu Tada Tada mark called again hey Markus ... Nat takes and puts it on speaker okay i am sorry but i love you ... More than a friend i love you more than my self please be mine .... Mark i am sorry i reply love this guy .. Dean take the phone form my hand ... Uh mark stay away from her she is my little sister don't you dare ...he says ... Selena I love you bye he says .. Okay now i really need food .. I take my phone and call the pizza guy that food comes every one is quite .... So Nat i made a you tube Chanel again. And it got 1k views in day i say .. She says oh great .. I stand in the center of the circle guys i said no ..okay ... Can you please stop treating me like and alien ... If you guys think i will ditch Ashton for Markus i won't ... I love ash more than anything and i will always ... And if you are scared mark will hurt me in any sort .. O know how to defend my self okay ... I wnat be like Carly .. Nat says we no that honey dean throws a slice of pizza on me ... Hey what did i do .. I say throwing the pizza back at him .. Well your my sister i know you want hurt any of us .. But i am scared you might get hurt ... I won't i say Ashton gets up i am going upstairs he says and walks up .. I was down for a minute or two the three idiots ask me to go up .. I go and knock three doors no one opens suddenly i here the door behind me open i am here Ashton says .. I walk up to the door .. Hi can i come in i ask ... Tell me what he says i have a box of pizza we cam have it if you let me in i don't like pizza he says i push him in and lick the door behind me ... He smirks .. So why are you shirtless i ask .. I am sweeting he says .. It's to humid ... Oh so your okay .. After the mark thingy ... Yeah i guess.. I might be okay if ... If i say after him ... Maybe if a got those 300 kisses. You still owe me i don't i say .. Well you do he says while carrying me in bridal style .. We kissed 10 times for 30 minutes i don't know why i was counting .. The kisses were intense ... Ashton i say hmm he sighs .... You know you the first guy i kissed who is shirtless while kissing and on the bed ... He was surprised .. What no other guy kissed you on the bed than how did you make love to your ... I never did i say he was surprised so you were actually serious when you said you would only have sex with your husband he ask ... Yeah i say while i pout .. Well that wont be a problem he says while kissing me ... I will be your for ever and i hope so will you ... I am your and will always be.... And kiss him ... We spent the whole time talking its was 10:40 hey dean screams were going out you wnat something yeah I scream back I open the door ...val asks how was it she ask with a big smile what I question the deed she says ... We didn't have sex I say in a serious tone . . - what did you do in for so long dean ask .. Talking and all ... Wow that one of the first he says i want pasta and some starters ash says anything is fine with me . We a had dinner ... Me and ash slept on the same bed .. It felt nice to be wrapped tight in his arms .. It was 6 in the Moring. I wake up to see Ashton was not by my side .. I go to the kitchen to see ash and dean talk ... Ash says she is a virgin ... Dean asks well you might have fun ... Ash says no bro Selena means more to me and she wants to do it only with her husband ... Dean says and you okay with that .. Yeah I will be her husband anyways .. Ash says while licking the left over butter from his finger .. Dean says marriage your still 18 ..i Will turn 19 this year ash reminds ... Still bro ... Dean I think she is the one ..dean has thus big smile .. That when I enter hey you awake already I ask while making my hair a bun .. Ash comes towards me and give a quick kiss on my lips and says good morning angel .. I start to smile dean says well I am going to val ... Breakfast at bed huh ... Well dean says ... I will just come ash says and goes to give breakfast to her sister ... Later I find out that he asked all of them not to come down for a while . He comes back and kisses me again this time I kiss him back ... How come you woke up late he ask ... Well I was I stop to smile ... Busy staring at me he asks .. Um well I say while i was stuffing the garlic bread in to my mouth .. Ashton comes closer takes a bite of the breath from the other side ... I could feel his breath .. We had lunch... I had no clothes so did val so we had to were one if nats one piece. That she asked her driver to get .. It was not fair cus she wore jeans and a tank top.