Effect ➵ Cethany

Chapter 56- Aftershock Happiness & Assholes

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Chapter 56

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I marched up the stairs furious. I couldn't believe how stupid he could be. Why would he even think about taking advantage of me while I was in that state.

I walked in and saw him on his back. I slammed the door causing him to wake up. He popped up his head and turned to the empty bedside. Then looked at me as I crossed my arms.

"Fuck" he cursed in his husky morning voice. God it was sexy. I pushed away my falling voice and glared at him.

"Anything you would like to say?" I spit out. He sat on my bed with his legs hanging over.

"You look sexy in my shirt" he said like the guy he is. I rolled my eyes and walked up toward him but kept my distance.

"I can't believe you ! I tell you to clearly stay away from me and I end up finding you here? What do you not understand about space?" I started to ramble.

"If you don't remember it was you who called me asking me to come over" he reminded me. I was a bit shocked that I would do that. But of course it was because I was drunk.

"I was drunk! Once you realized it you should have clearly left and said she isn't making good decisions right now" I yelled not helping my headache.

"You told me "oh don't worry Connor I won't regret this. I'll remember this in the morning I just need you right now" "he mocked me in a girly voice. I scoffed at his bad impression of me.

" I had no clue what I was saying. I don't know what it will take for you to understand that I need space" I yelled back at him.

"Bethany please I said I was sorry! I'll change I promise" he said. His eyes pleading me. Dammit those amazing green eyes. His perfect hair.

"Connor I told you no! I'm tired of crying and fighting with you." I said throwing my hands in the air. I knew he would leave and would need his shirt back but I kinda wanted to keep the shirt. Knowing I would just torture myself.

"Please it gets better from here. I'm sorry for being a asshole to you. I'm just not ready to let you go. Please" he said getting closer to me.

I couldn't give in. I don't know how many times I forgiven him. But maybe he isn't lying this time. And he's willing to try and make this relationship better. I looked into his eyes and he had that hint of hope for his. It's so dam hard to ignore him when he seems like he'll be lost without me.

"Okay. But please just give me space. I really need it. You better not be lying to me. You are so lucky I keep forgiving you" I said to him yelling at myself for forgiving him. I'm so stupid dammit.

"I'm the luckiest man alive to be with a girl like you" he said showing off his famous white toothed smile.

"Gag" I said laughing at how cheesy he was. "I'll call you so we can go out to eat someday" said to him. He kissed my forehead and smiled at me.

"I'm gonna be getting off the whole time pretending it's your hand while I wait" he joked.

"Gross" I said pushing him out my door. He laughed and turned back before he walked out.

"Oh and Charlie said to call" he said walking out.

It's been a while since I've seen or talked to Charlie. After she overreacted and assumed of what I did. I still think it was VERY stupid and childish of her to do. Like really? Who moves in with your 3 day boyfriend. I rolled my eyes and pushed away the call to my old roommate.

I was just worried Connor would grow tired or go with some other girl while I kept myself away from him. If he really meant what he said he wouldn't do that. I honestly should just wait to see what happens. Or else I'll do that thing where I overthink things. I think this time to myself will be very good for me.

I had absolutely nothing to do now and I loved it. I could go out and mingle. I could go out to eat and catch up with a few friends. Heck l could walk around this house naked and nobody could tell me less. I slipped on some shorts and tucked in the large shirt I had on. I laughed because Connor left shirtless back to campus.

Connors POV

I drove back to the campus shirtless. Beth and I had talked things through and she forgave me. I was so close to not having her anymore. I can't imagine how I was supposed to move on from her. I can't imagine the fact about her with some other guy.

She's so blind when it comes to guys flirting with her. It annoys me so much because she can't chase them away. I don't give a fuck if anyone thinks we won't last. I know I can't let her go now. She's just become a big part of my life now.

Such a beautiful and innocent girl like that has been through so much shit I hate it. She doesn't have her father anymore. Nor her relationship with her mother. Her brother is gone and I feel terrible for her. She's been tortured by and manipulated by some psycho.

Nearly got raped and was drugged.

She deserved none of it. She was just a interesting person overall. The ways her eyes lit up when she would talk to about her brother or father. How she explain how she won't see him for another 6 months because every deployment is about 7 months or 9 just really depending. Or all the letters she keeps of her brother and father. I just wish she could live a happy life and I can't give her that.

I pulled up in front of the building and searched in the back of my car for any spare shirt. I couldn't find any so I just walked out without one. I went back inside lonely up to my room without my girlfriend. I hope she would come around and come back to campus. I know I could give her a good summer at least.

"Well if it isn't the asshole" a deep voice came from behind me. I was heading for the elevator but stopped. I turned around and saw the familiar face.

"Why the fuck are you here?" I bit. I couldn't even remember the freaks name. All I remember is he's the guy that tried to attack Beth at the ball.

"I came here to see Beth" he said crossing his arms. His nose was still dented due to my punch. I remember beating the shit out of him about a month ago.

"The fuck you are. I suggest you turn back around before I make you" I threatened. People passing by were staring now but I ignored them because it was none of their god dam business. I didn't care if she was even here. I still don't want him here.

"Oh big guy are we now. You know it's gonna get you to be more than just a big asshole all the time so she can spread her legs for you" he dared.

That's it.

I swung my fist to his jaw knocking him down to the ground. He held his jaw in his hands and groaned in pain. I bent down on my knees so he could hear my clearly.

"If you didn't already know I already got inside her." I said lowly at his face. He glared at me his face red and furious. "And guess what?" I whispered into his ear.

"She screamed my name so loud and felt amazing"

I walked up before some attendant came and got me in trouble for this shit. I got into the elevator and went inside my empty dorm. Dropping my keys and wallet on my bed. I took off my pants and left them on the ground.

I looked in the mirror at the scratches she left me. I already know that the prick stared at my back as I walked away. Showing him how I had just done her good.

Knowing it would bug Beth so much. It adorable when she gets fussy about how I always leave my clothes laying around. Or when we're just in each other's arm and she kisses the little mole I have in my stomach. Or the way she paces back and forth between the just become a big part of my life now.

It's all those things that kill me when I'm not with her. But I guess it's all okay. As long as she's happy. I know that I can be happy for her.

I'm finally free ! Thank god ! Next update will be up WAY sooner! Sorry it short ! This was just a filler.