Effect ➵ Cethany

Chapter 62- Nirvana, Honking, and Arguements

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Chapter 62

 SORRY ITS SHORT AND NOT EDITED

We drove back to campus laughing. Connor blasted his radio and we danced along banging our heads to Nirvana. We were both in such a great mood and the wine buzzed through our systems. We didn't drink much actually. We were just still in a great mood after such a nice night. Seeing him so happy couldn't help but make me happy as well.

Have you ever had that? You see your best friends happy and a big smile on their face, and you just can't help but be happy for them. Or I think one of the best feelings in the world is making someone laugh. You're the reason they smiled today. Nothing is better than that. If I could have the job to make people smile I would. To bad I'm not funny.

Connor told me what his father said to him and I couldn't help but burst out laughing. He told me more about what they talked about and how he realized how long we've been together. I smiled and told him the exact same thing. The way his eyes brightened when he was happy made it impossible to stare at them. Or when he bit his lip and paced around the room when he was worried, nervous, or scared.

"Actually I got a little present from Kathy." I pulled my bag to my lap and unzipped it. I pulled out the red underwear set with the matching bra she gave me and held it up to him while laughing.

"Holy shit you are defiantly wearing that when we get back." he said and took the left turn onto campus. I giggled and put it back in my bag.

We pulled up to our building and Connor shut off the engine. He looked over at me and pulled me over onto his lap so I straddled him. I quickly tangled my fingers into his perfectly styled hair and messed it up. I admired his blonde hair and they way it was always styled up perfectly. He placed his hands on my hips and dug his head into my neck.

"I can't ever stay away from you" he mumbled into my neck.

Playing with the skin he sucked on it gently leaving his mark. I sighed in pleasure and dipped my head so our noses were touching. The amazing feeling of his skin against was indescribable. His lips hovered over mine until I closed the small gap and made my lips touch his pink plump ones. His kisses were one of a kind but all mine.

Connor was quick to move his lips against mine and kiss me hard. I tugged at his hair as his hot tongue entered my mouth. My insides bursted with pleasure as I felt him explore my mouth. I felt his hands on my ass and I stopped our kiss to smirk at him. Earning his hot half smile. I heard a honk coming from a red truck and the boys whistled at Connor and I. I blushed and looked back at him. He smiled at me before continuing our heated make out session. I guess this was too public.

I began to rock my hips into Connor's causing us to both moan. "Fuck" Connor said as my hand slide down his stomach. there was another honk that sounded louder but I chose to ignore it. Probably just some people passing by. I rested my hand on his belt buckle and continued to grind into him. The honk was longer this time. I looked up to see who it was and saw a familiar car parked next to us.

"Shit" Connor said and I quickly got off him. I got out of the car and walked over to the side where Connor was standing.

"Bethany Noel Mota. What in God's name did you think you were doing?!" My mother screeched at me.

I cursed at myself because I almost completely forgot. My mother said she would be back on Sunday. I had planned to go back to the house and act like I had never left. I was sure it would work out well. I don't know why she came back on a late Friday night.

"Mom what are you doing here?' I asked stupidly. I looked at her and she crossed her arms standing tall. She had her black heels on with her usually pencil skirt. I cringed at her overuse of perfume. She looked at me with angry eyes and I tried not to yell at her.

"What am I doing here?!" She repeated in disbelief. "Your brother called me and asked for you. He informed me that he called numerous times to the house and no one answered. I told him you probably went out to not worry him. I had to cancel my last 2 days to go and check up on you. Then I find you hear about to God knows what with this boy in a fucking car for Christ sake for the whole public to see?!" she stammered.

I almost flinched at her harsh tone. I heard a loud crack in my heart hearing that my brother tried to reach me. He hardly ever calls because he's always just so busy. I felt really bad knowing that I just lost a phone call to my brother. Its going to be hard to get myself to not beat myself up for it. I felt even worse that I had ruined my mother's plans as well. I don't know if I was embarrassed or frustrated by what my had just caught me doing.

"Look mom I'm really sorry. A bunch of stuff happened and I got sick of driving back and forth. So I came back to my dorm." I lied. I already knew what was coming. How I need a new boyfriend, how I'm stupid and naïve, and that I'm making all these wrong choices.

"I can't believe what you have become. Look at you. Might as well hold up the sign "whore" standing next to him. I did not raise you to be like this." She screamed at me and I gaped at her choice of words. I walked away from her, ending the argument.

I heard her hollering my name from behind but I chose to ignore her. I walked into the elevator and Connor stayed quiet. Being the cry baby I am I couldn't help but get frustrated and cry. What kind of mother would call their daughter that. I couldn't believe it. It felt like a slap to the face. Connor pulled me over to his side. He hugged me and I tried hard not to sob harder.

He carried me to the room as I laid my head on his neck. Getting his shirt wet. It was night time and the halls were quiet. I wish I could stay in Connor's arms for the rest of my life. I just didn't want to leave and have to deal with my mother later. I made a reminder to call my brother tomorrow.

I felt Connor lay me down on my bed. His weight sank next to me as he hugged me by my waist. I stopped crying but still didn't want to say anything. I was to tired and wanted to stay silent. A perfectly good night has been ruined my by her. She made me frustrated that I hadn't become what she expected me to. I still did well in school it was just I wanted to live.

"It's alright. She's just stressed out that's all" Connor tried to comfort me. He was so sweet when it came to trying to make me happy. I love him for it.

"I love you" I said kissing his cheek. It was nice to say it to him every now and then when I felt the need to remind him. It all felt so right with him.

"I love you" he kissed me back and I cuddled into his chest. I could never get enough of him. He just always said the right things to me when I needed to hear them.

I stayed silent trying to fall asleep. I heard Connor's snoring above me. It was dark and quiet in the room. All I could do was think. And think, and think. Staying quiet in my own thoughts had me missing me brother and dad. I didn't cry or feel sad. I didn't want to scream or yell. All I could do was lay their and stay quiet because I couldn't do anything about it.

And I hated it so much.

Sorry my 2 last chapters have been a bit off. I had a free day today and decided to write. Its a bit short my apologies. But go check out my edits on my Instagram !!! Thanks

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