Effect ➵ Cethany

Chapter 65-Dads Advice, and Pale Faces

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Have a nice Mother's Day weekend! Props to my mom for being so kickass and taking care of me

Chapter 65

Something I need- One republic

Pursuit of Happiness- Kid Cudi

Sky Full of Stars- Coldplay

I need you- M83

Connors POV

I slammed the door behind me and marched down the hall infuriated. I couldn't believe she had put me in that kind of position. I didn't want to go into another rampage where I beat down everything is sight. I rubbed my temples getting hit with a huge wave of stress. I walked out of the building and into my car. I sat down trying to catch my breath and because I was breathing heavily. I banged on the car steering wheel because I was lost and had no idea what to do at this point.

I had no idea how I could tell Beth. I just don't want to tell her the wrong way where she would take it the wrong way and go mad. She would be disappointed in me. I couldn't have that happen all over again. I mean I really have nothing to worry about besides the way I'm going to let Beth know. I was hoping I would have more time to think this over because the past months have been filled with Beth and other stupid crap.

I was the dumbass as well because I knew for a fact that the day would come soon. I had been calling the person and been reminded multiple times by my 'friends', but never did anything about it. I just kept pushing it off to another day. Now this was the one thing I didn't want happening. I didn't want Beth to find out herself. Now I'm stuck between waiting to tell Beth until the day or before. But seeing as to where I was driving I had gone with the first option. I only had less than 20 days now and I think I was going to throw up.

I pulled up into the driveway and slammed the door. I couldn't stop myself now. Maybe this wasn't the best idea but I had to talk with someone who may have been through as much shit as me. I knocked on the door waiting for an answer. Opened up was the familiar lady. "Connor? Please come in" She gestured me in. I walked in and looked around still lost in where to go from here.

"Upstairs to the left" She sighed and I was clear to her seeing my furious emotions on my face. I marched up stairs still no idea to what I was going to say or why the fuck I chose to go to him. I didn't bother knocking and walked into a office.

"Son?" He looked up to me. He took off his glasses and put down the pen and paper in his hand. I chose to ignore his words because I hope he wasn't ready to be fucking called father. He stood up and walked around his desk sitting in the front of it.

"Please sit" I walked over and sat down as he offered. I didn't want to open up to him and let him think we're close and shit like that. I'm over the fucking past it's just there's something not letting me get close to him.

I hid my face in to my hands still frustrated. "Is it about her?" He asked steady. I nodded and exhaled loudly. "I'm just confused on what to do at this point. I fucked up you can say. I've kept a secret from her and it's been biting me in the ass." I looked back up at him and then looked around at the award decorated walls. He sighed and ran his hands through his perfectly gelled hair, messing it up.

"Sad to say I've been in your position quiet a few times. I mean and not every time have I made the right decision. So what I'm telling you now is wait till you both cool off before you give the fire more ignition. And son, make sure when you do tell her make sure you let her now easily and how it shouldn't do any damage." John gave me advice and I was surprised.

He was very right. I can't keep letting the fire getting bigger. I knew from the start she would get suspicious at one point. I was happy that she let all my stupid excuses pass and I didn't have to tell her from the start. It just wasn't so easy when she opened up to me about her father and I still kept this from her. It was unfair really but once again it was me being the dick. I just wish I would be smarter about all of this.