Effect ➵ Cethany

Chapter 68

 SORRY SORRY SORRY

Hope you all had a great 3 day weekend! And a big thanks to the troops who are figting or have fallen. Happy Late Memorial Day!

 I have my last exam Thursday then I get out of school June 6th !!!

Chapter 68

Ordinary- Ricky Dillion

Where did the party go- Fall Out Boy

Disconnected - 5SOS

There comes a time that you realize that you have to take charge of your own life. You have to do something to live a life you're happy with. You can't really just sit around expecting it to happen itself. It isn't living until you're happy with whats going on. This comes from the words of my dad. Being curled up on his lap he would tell me things such a this.

I had always taken his wise words into thought. Being a isolated and easy-going girl. It wouldn't be so easy for me to stand up for myself. Or just trying to control what's going on in my life. Since certain life events have happened. I wish to live a life for my father. For him to be proud of. I do my best. Or at least I think I do.

I woke up today with these words on my mind. Taking my morning jog on the breezy Friday morning. I did my best to ignore them. Wanting to not get the tsunami of thoughts. Because right now I was happy with the way things were going. I didn't want anything to change.

"Hey are we going to that birthday party at the frat house tonight?" Connor asked ruffling his damp hair. I looked up from my laptop to see him standing in his towel.

"I'm in the mood for being lazy today" I sunk my shoulders.

"C'mon last time you had a blast" He said pushing my shoulder back playfully. I focused on my screen to keep my blushing face hidden.

"Fine. But no stupid games, big groups, or getting way to drunk. I am not in the mood to deal with you being drunk." I was being strict. "And no funny business this time"

"Wow such a party pooper. But I'll take it." He slipped on some clothes meanwhile.

"Hey I'll be right back. I need to run an errand real quickly. Be ready by the time I'm back" He said grabbing his keys and slipping off his shoes.

"Toddles" I said not looking up. He kissed my for head and ran out the door. Still being lazy. I was lazy to even question him any further. Or maybe I just didn't want to be so pushy and clingy. I think it was both mostly.

Not wanting to make any big deal I continued my tumblr exploring. It was pretty late and I checked the weather before I chose my outfit. I slipped in the shower and in no time I was out blow drying my hair. I did my make up quickly making sure to do it neatly as possible. I wore a flannel that buttoned up to my mid-chest so a little of my bralette showed. Pairing it with some black skinny jeans and my old converse.

(Check out my insta for the outfit!)

I was impressed with the outfit and the amount I did in such little time. Not wanting to put the computer aside I told myself to make my routine quick. Not doing much with my hair I was fine. I guess I did deserve a drink or two after the long week. Humiliating would be the correct term actually.

Colten would not stop teasing me all week after finding out what I had done with Connor in my office. Making a million puny jokes at me when we go out to eat. Or even straight out embarrasing me. When I had to bend down to pick something up he would say "No let me you still might be a little sore. "  Connor was more than proud to hear that he had gotten me in such way. Finding a new weakness.