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ETHAN
I have been awake all night, I was awake when my alarm went off, I was awake when I heard the knock on my door, I was awake when she called 20 times to my dorm and then my cell phone, I was awake when she gave up and left, and 3 hours later I’m still awake when all I want to go it’s to sleep forever and not having to deal with any of this. I can’t face her after what i have done, after what I have become. I’m still awake and I don’t move although I know that I’m missing my class, I don’t move. I just stay here hoping that somehow I can become nothing in this bed, because I can’t be what she wants me to be although I have tried my best to be I just can’t. I am afraid of losing her; I am afraid of losing love, I am afraid and awake.
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Teen FictionI have to admitt this story was inspired by one of my favorite books. Olive its the type of girl you can just describe with one world, she is unique and lovely really artistic and just plain beautiful, her life its perfect not because she is popular...
