Love Yourself (Urban: Big Girl)

Chapter 20

~The next day~

Jeremiah......

Shan I fucked up bad like worse than what I ever did. Here I am at 12 in the afternoon crying to shanti after going to Aalea apartment this morning to apologize she was gone and the place was empty I can't believe I'm such a dumb ass screw up like seriously "What happened Jeremiah just yesterday everything was fine" I sighed and sat down "Man Lea called me over late last night it was like 3 in the morning when she let me in I seen her stomach and over reacted I said some shit I didn't mean I went to apologize this morning but she was gone" "What you say Jeremiah and gone like how" I sighed again this time rubbing my hands down my face "I told her she was just like Krystal.... Then I said.... That... Riya wasn't hers and gone like moved gone" it's quiet for a long time

"WHAT YOU KNOW WHAT I SHOULD PUNCH YOU IN THE FUCKING FACE.... Why would you say that to her you and I both know she treat that girl like her own blood she loves that girl and oh and say some dumb shit... I ain't helping yo ass this time because you deserve it now I gotta make show my sis and god kids alright cause yo ass probably done stressed her all the out........UGH MIIIIIKKKEEEE COME GET YO BOU BEFORE I PUT MY FOOT UP HIS ASS" she hollered and walked off I groaned in frustration and sat back Mike came out shortly "What you do that got her pissed off" I sighed and explained to him what I just explained to her he just shook his head "Is you retarded" "Don't you mean are you" "Nah my nigga I said it right I gotta talk to you like you stupid cause that's how you acting" "I know man I fucked up just please don't throw it in my face I just need to know my baby ok" he shook his head again

"Nah you lost that privilege bruh I don't know what to tell you" Shan walked back in she mugged me hard then looked at Mike "Bae I just talked to her she alright well taken care of" he nodded "Did she say where she was" I asked hopeful she mugged me again "If she did I wouldn't tell you" I sighed loudly "You can get out with all that shit you brought this on yo self homeboy" Shan said. I couldn't be mad I knew she was telling the truth "I know you hate me right now sis but can you watch Riya for me I gotta handle some stuff" "Just cause I'm mad at you don't mean I would take it out on my niece I'll watch her whenever gone head I got her" I got up dapped Mike up and gave Shan a hug blood or not that's my lil sis so I'm go show love but soon as I left I headed to the trap I gotta find her man. I been sitting in the trap for about a hour when I heard a commotion out front I came out my office to surprised about what I was looking at.

Shanti...

After Jeremiah left I sighed Mike pulled me close I laid my head on his lap as he stroked my hair "So did she tell you where she was" I laughed "Yea she just don't want jack ass to know and she changed her number" "You ain't gotta worry about me telling right now I'm all for sis to be with somebody but him" I laughed again "Me too..... She in Atlanta with Tez he wouldn't let her go alone" he sighed of relief "I'm glad that's where we going after graduation and why she ain't got with Tez he been a cool as nigga since they met" I shrugged "I don't know I guess she ain't over Jeremiah but that might change now but you right he is a good man he accepted her when he knew she had Riya and he accepting her now you know graduation in a week so we will be down there sooner than you think so we ain't gotta worry so much" he said yea we stayed like that and then we heard sniffling

"Is my mommy ever coming back" I sighed and sat up "Come here baby" she came an sat on my lap "Just because mommy not here don't mean she not thinking about you she told me you can come see her whenever you want" she said ok "How about I made us some sundaes" "Ok tete can I help" I nodded she hopped off my lap and followed me into the kitchen with Mike right behind us.

After I made sundaes we sat and watches movies and cartoons. Thirty minutes into the third movie Mike phone rang

"What up blood"