BOY WITH HORMONES (Book 1) // K.T.H x Reader [✔️]

Chapter 28 - [The pain of Fate]

-Lots of pain-

Pain; Fate

Fate; Inevitable

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[[You]]

Right at this moment, I panicked. I grabbed Taehyung's arm, begging in my head, begging him not to go. Not to leave me again.

"Y/n, I..." Taehyung mutters, grabbing my hand on his arm. "I need to go to her."

I look down at my feet, not wanting him to see the tears. "Why?" I choked. "If you love me..." I breathe in, "IF, you ever love me. Don't go." I say louder, raising my head to find his pair of browns.

"Y/n, don't do this to me," Taehyung says, his grip on my hand tightens.

Ah.

In the end, I never meant much to him. I shove away his grip on my hand. Feeling hopeless and exhausted.

"Go," I tell him, averting my gaze. Knowing it would just crush me to see him leave. Taehyung stepped away from me and I am left here, broken.

***

The next day, I decided to turn my phone off and lock myself in my room. I didn't cry. The tears won't come out. Instead, I just stare at the wall, feeling myself losing my sense of reality. Until I heard a knock on my door. "I'm not eating," I shout, lifelessly.

My family has not been bothering me, they probably know that something was wrong when I got back looking like a corpse yesterday. My mom asked me a couple of times about what happened, but she wouldn't understand. Heck, I don't even understand why I like, no scratch that, LOVE, a complete asshole.

"Y/n. It's me." Taehyung.

My chest tightens, why did my parents let him in. What does he want now?! I stay silent. Giving him a response would mean that I lose. And I WON'T lose.

"Hey, I'm sorry. I know you don't want to see me right now. But at least talk to me. I can explain y/n."

I click my door open, not wanting my family to hear our arguments. I grab Taehyung's arm and drag him out the apartment building.

Letting his arm go after we reach outside.

"Then explain," I tell him, crossing my arms. Wanting to know what his excuse is this time.

"Y/n.."

"Explain!" I demand, my voice coming out louder than I expect it to be. I could hear Taehyung gulping loudly, probably the first time he ever saw me this mad at him.