So darling, just you shut your pretty mouth [jalex]

Dear head, shut up I can't listen no more

Blink-182 rabbit hole

Dear head, shut up I can't listen

I didn't call my friends when I got home, instead I sat on my front porch shivering, just letting the cold get to me. My fingers where now going purple just like my scars. I knew that was a sign to go inside but I really didn't want to. I just wanted to stay outside. It's comforting just sitting here in the cold listening to the rain. I like the sound of rain. I don't like getting wet. The rain distracts me from my thoughts. I don't want to think. 

I see Jack walking down my street with his headphones in and looking down at his phone. He don't even live this side of town, why is he here? Probably for me. Why does he have my address? Probably Zack or Rian. I watch him look up from his phone then at the houses along the right of him before looking at the ones on left. He then walks down towards me avoiding puddles. I don't think he could see me from where he was but as he walks more down the street and keeps looking I know he will soon. That's if he's looking for my house. I should go inside.

I attempt to move my hands to pull myself off this step before going back inside to hide but when I try to close my fingers it hurt so much I let out a small whine. Guess I'm staying here for a bit. I keep a look out at Jack who's eyes where scanning doors. As his eyes reached mine he smiled at me then down at his phone then up as me. I guess he was looking for me.

"You shouldn't be out here in the cold kitten." Jack said as he pushed open my front gate.

"If I could move I would break your nose." My voice shakes as I speak.

"Your fingers are purple!" Jack pulled off his coat and put it over my shoulders, "Inside now."

"I can't move my hands." I admit and Jack's incases my cold hands in his warm ones, "It hurts."

"Let's get you inside before Rian shows up and has a go at me because I didn't make sure you didn't do anything dumb."

Jack struggles to lift me to my feet but when he does I'm able to push open my unlocked front door and shakily move my wobbling legs inside before falling to the floor. It wasn't once I saw Jack shut my door I realised what happened.

"When are your parents home?"

"Around six." My teeth chattered as I spoke and I put Jack's coat on properly to hide my arms, "I was fine you know."

"You don't seem it." Jack slides down the wall to sit next to me and puts a arm over my shoulder, I'm too cold to remove it, "Purposely staying out in the cold for no reason is probably a form of self harm."

"You act like I don't know that."

"Why do you do it kitten?" He asked and I ignored him, if he keeps on calling me kitten his body is going to be seen being pulled out a river on the local news, "What's your sob story?"

"No sob story here." It's true, their isn't.

"Come on kitten you can trust me."

"Don't call me kitten." I snap regaining some sensation in my hand, "You don't get to do that?"

"Why?"

"Because I said so."

"But you're so much like a kitten." I flex my fingers seeing how easily I can move them.

"How?" I ask genuinely curious but still pissed off.

"You look soft and cute."

"Don't call me soft and cute."

"Okay ki..." Jack started.

"And don't fucking call me kitten!" I interrupted.

Authors note

Its past midnight, I can't sleep, here's a update.

I mean you probably noticed but each chapter is a lyrics that's loosely related to the chapter. I struggled to think of one for this. I know I probably like a song that fits better it's just my mind went blank while searching. Blink cane on shuffle so I thought fuck it good enough.

Anyway leave comments about things. What are you opinions on Jack? What about how Alex is treating him? Just comment about any predictions/observations you made.

Hugs, kisses and peace ✌🏻