So darling, just you shut your pretty mouth [jalex]

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So I haven't updated in a while and not sure when I'm going to be able to again because I'm currently homeless. My parents have kicked me out of their house and I'm currently staying over friends. All my focus is going into working and trying to get social services to find me a place. Also my improving mental health took a massive drop, I've been drinking to avoid my problems, not much but I have been. Since I've been drinking vodka straight from the bottle like it's water people probably think I'm crazy. That or a alcoholic. I'm not sure what's more accurate. I have a video if you guys wanna leave your Twitter I'll dm it to you when I see it.

Anyway I just haven't had the time or headspace to write anything but I promise when my life is more settled I will because I love writing and this book. I just don't think I can write without making it stupidly depressing and too reflective of my life.

I felt like I owed you a reason as of why I'm not updating and just let you know I'm not dead and will be back. I'm not sure when but hopefully next week, maybe even this week if social services house me soon. Social services are shit but they should call me today. To be honest it's a stupid that they didn't put me in emergency housing Friday and instead told a 17 year old to find a place for the weekend and then gave me a 9oclock curfew when I have work until 9. My manager did let me go early but it was dumb.

Anyway I'll be back as soon as I can because I miss you guys.

Update: just as I was writing this I found out that I may be kicked out of 6th form so I'm fucked. I'm just going to listen to neck deep and hope everything don't go bad.

Hugs, kisses and peace ✌🏻