"That was unexpected", y/n said.
"Yes it was but just remember I'll never love you" Jimin said.
"I know, i think you've made that clear", y/n said.
Little did he know that he's made the biggest mistake of his life since the day he was 14 years old...
We finally got our feedback from our boss. We all passed. We're now promoted to a better job in the photography business. SunHi and Youngsae thanked me for putting the whole thing together because I technically did.
I'm at work and heading to the eating area to grab a cup of coffee because you always need your coffee! Once I grabbed my coffee I headed back to my office.
I sat down and sighed. I have some work to do. Opening my drawer I suddenly got a big headache.
Me: AISHHH!
I held my head hoping the pain will go away.
Suddenly a memory came.
Even though you cant hear this...I'm going to explain. When we were younger. I noticed I like you. A lot. I was scared since we were best friends. I knew you wouldn't like me back. So I tried to move on. I found Pri and I liked her. Not as much as I did to you but I still forced myself to move on. On my 14th birthday when you confessed. I was so happy. But I didn't show it. I started yelling at you and telling you that I don't like you back when that was a total lie..I'm sorry. My brain took over my heart. From then, I thought you hated me from what I did and said to you. I tried to ignore you in high school and middle school. It was really difficult but I got through it. I started to like Pri more and I started to forget about you. But the more I hung around her, the more mean and angry I got. I started to bully you and let Pri bully you as well. The less I hung around you the more depressed I got. Pri tried to cheer me up but it made it worse. I started to notice my mistakes and I started to think about what I've done. I realized I got a second chance when we were Arranged to get married. But I still took it for granted. I was still rude to you and I told you I'll never love you even though I never stopped. I could tell you never lost your feelings and that made me feel worse. You still loved me after all I did for you. I noticed your cutting marks, puffy eyes every morning, laziness, sadness....and it was all because of me. I started to try and get better with you and it was working. She started to live together and it was okay I guess. Then it was honeymoon. I swear I didn't invite Pri. She just showed up. I wanted just us two y/n. Without Pri. I knew it was wrong me dating her while we were married and I knew you were very hurt. I was going to break up with her in Australia but she ended up cheating on me. It was even better. I don't even know why I went to your room and started crying about it. I didn't need to. I should've been happy I left that slut. When we arrived home I wanted to restart but of course bony brain brings me to another girl. Minsu. I had no self control. But I'm better now. I'll try. I'll get better for you I promise. I love you y/n...
My headache went away and I'm just very confused. It's the exact same voice from every single memory. I'm guessing by all of this I loved this person. I mean it could be Jimin because my parents said I was "in a relationship" with him but when I saw him it didn't feel like I used to love him. I didn't get butterflies. All I got were memories but I don't know who it is!
But from that memory it looks like he made a mistake or something. Because it's like he was apologizing for cheating and other things and any person I could think of it as being is Jimin. But I'm not going to be certain.
I just shook my head really quick and started working.
***
1 month later...
Soooo...umm it's been 1 month and I remember everything. I remember his birthday party, high school, our marriage, Pri, Minsu, Honeymoon, how we loved each other, the divorce, when he asked me to get back together with him, and of course remember Jimin.
It still makes me tear up to this day about how I remember now and how oblivious I was to the fact that I loved him. I mean I hope he gets his memory back as well so we can meet up but I don't know the next time I'll see him.
I still remembered the good things too though. I remember Laimi, Taehyung and Jungkook.
My other best friends.
I really want to find Jimin again and restart everything.
Well....if he even remembers me.
I'm so so so so sorry for not posting but I promise next chapter will be longer and a lot more entertaining. I actually feel horrible about how long I've made you guys wait for the next chapters. Well I hope you guys liked it I guess and see you next chapter. Just for fun I'm going to put some pictures of Jimin so you guys can see his beautiful face☺️👏
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