Alexia and Daniel have been friends since kindergarten , and no one has ever tried to separate them. Things change when Kevin and Devin step in the picture. Will Daniel and Alexia still be as close as they were before, or will two strangers change t...
I woke up and felt horrible. I'll call Kev because we said we would do this together.
Phone call
Kev: Hello? Me: hey Kev. Can I talk to you for a second? Kev: Yeah, what's up. Me: I don't know, it's just I'm scared. *says shakily* Kev: about what? Where are you? Me: At home, and because of all the things that's been happening. I can't trust anyone but you and the boys. Kev: hold on. *hangs up*
"What the heck." I say looking at my phone. Does he not care? You know what, it doesn't matter. I'm just gonna get ready for school. I look in my closet for a sweater since I'm my really looking to dress up today. I look and I can't find one. All I have is half shirts, but that's all I wanted when I was little. I have some t shirts but most of my things are half shirts. So I just picked out one and put on a jacket to hide this bruise.
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I finish getting ready and I'm applying mascara in my mirror that I have at my desk.
"Alexia?" I hear someone ask. I look up to see Kevin.
"Hey what are you doing here." I ask him.
"I wanted you to tell me what's wrong in person. I don't like talking over the phone anyway." He says sitting on my bed. I walk over and sit next to him.
"Well, it's getting harder and harder for me not to be sad when I wake up in the morning, or go to sleep at night. I feel unsafe or exposed when you or any of the guys aren't with me. Even when I go to the restroom, I feel like Trevor can just pop up out of nowhere and hit me again. And I try and deal with it, but I just end up having panic attacks. I have to deal with them alone. Do you know how hard that is?" I ask him. He just listens. "It's hard to try and calm yourself down while having a panic attack. Honestly, I'm scared." I say to him shakily.
Kev pulls me closer to him and hugs me. I didn't even notice that I was shaking. He rocks me side to side. I giggle at his "mom like" actions.
"Ooh child, things are gonna get easier." Kevin starts to sing. I sit up immediately.
"Your annoying." I say laughing. He laughs and stops rocking me.
"But I'm serious. Things are gonna get better, and if they don't we'll run away." Kev says.
"Deal" I say laughing. We then get up and walk downstairs.
"Goodmorning Honey, I let Kevin in and told him to go up. I hope that was ok." My mom says.
"Yeah it's fine." I say to her. "I have to go, luv you" I say kissing her and hugging Diana.
