My Jamaican Love Triangle

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♠Tanya's POV♠

Just as Chris fi look in a fi me an melia direction wah gyal who him a walk wid touch him an say something to him den dem cross di road go in a wah store, me nu know weh dis feeling com from but mi just feel like fi go ova deh to him,  me a wonda a who dat gyal be. Wah  him  a  do  wid she  to?

"So tanya who dat deh gal deh who Chris a walk wid? " melia did a think di same thing as me cause a dat me wah know to.

"Maybe a  him  new  gyal" it  hurt  me  more  than  me  even  expect  fi say  that. The  song  dat stefflon don an  French Montana sing com to  mind, the  one wah name hurtin' me.

Heard  you  gotta new  girl-friend and  it's  hurting me-eee...  Di lyrics in  a  di song  just start pop  up  in a  me  head. Wah di frigg him  a  do  wid she? Can bet  say  him  did  a  keep  har all along when  we  did  deh

"But  Tanya  to  be  fair  thou eno imagine  say  if  a  did  you  an  roshane a  walk  an  Chris  see  unnu him  wud a  deh wonder di same  thing  wah we  a  wonder  now  to  dats why  me  tell  yuh say  yuh need  to set  things  right" sometimes me  hate  hear  di truth  cause  it  just  hurt me. Me  have  to  question  me  self  sometimes  if it  wrong  fi have  feelings  fi two  persons  at  the  same  time  but  as  someone said  if  you  really  love someone yuh nah go  fall  fi someone  else.

"Mek we just go some  weh else" di two a we did still in a di town but we nu too ready yet fi go home so we plan to idle a while in a di town.

Me  an  melia go  a  hair  store and clothes store  but  me  mind  just  de pon di old  fart Chris  an him  gyal. If  me  in  a  one  store  me  can't  help  but  fi a  stare  out  a  door  pon everybody who  a  pass, in  a  me  mind  me  a  wonda if him  ga pass  wid di gal. Di gyal have  lil batty thou a  must a  dat and  har complexion a  fool  him  cause  she  a  Browning, she medium built an  she  cut  har hair  in  a  rihanna  hairstyle.

"Com  on  melia me  ready  fi go  home" we  just done buy  Patty a  juicy beef  cause  nuh care  how  we  com in  a  town  we  can't  com  an  don't  buy  a  patty.

As  soon  as  we  walk  out  a  the  patty  shop  nu di Chris  an  him  gyal me  see  a  mek them  way  fi go  inside  a  di place  we  a  come  from  outta.

"Tanya? " him say an di look pon him face hard fi read, to me him look surprise,me don't know if a surprise in a good way like him glad in a wah surprise way fi see me or in a bad way like him surprise me ketch him now wid him woman but me don't know  which one.

"Chris" me  say  back him  name flat, all  dis  time  me  a  stare  pon di gyal side  a  him, me  a  wonda when  him a plan  fi do di introducing a him  woman to  me.

"I  wasn't  expecting to  see  you here" him  tell  me , an  just  as  how  him  a  stare  pon me  a  same  so  me  a  stare  pon him  gyal, not  even him  me  dont a  look  pon so  much, har eye  dem big  thou. It  kinda spoil har looks

"Me  never  did  a  expect fi see you  dung yah so  either" Chris live  in  a  next  parish  as  yuh might  member but  a  like  next  door  parish  so  it  nu all  dat far "so  you  not  going  to  introduce yuh female  friend  to  mi Chris?" It  com like  him  not  even member  say him  have  di gyal beside a  him  tan up. Di fool  just  a  stare pon me

"Oh  yeah. Tanya this is  Priscilla" me  look  pon har an  say  hi , me  don't  want seem  mean  an  unfriendly but  him  can't  really  expect say  me  go  like  har

"Hi" she  tell  me  back and  we  stare  at  each  other  fi a  while  longer. Meanwhile me  hear  Chris  a  talk  to  melia, them  know  each  other from  before  obviously so  Him did  a  ask  her  about  how  things  going  an  thing.

After a while when Chris see di eye dem way me a gi him an him gyal, him drag me hand lil and we walk go a lil distance ova to wah side by we self

"Tanya  what's going on with you? " him ask me as soon as we tan up alone

"Wah yuh mean wah deh going on wid mi? A you fi tell me wah de gwan wid you an yuh big eye woman ova deh so" me tun me head side way an look ova weh di gyal deh, she tan up by harself an de pon har phone while melia tan up a nyam patty, as usual me can expect dat from melia

"Priscilla is my cousin. She's not my woman an why would you think that I would do something Like that to you? " cause me a do dat to you,  dat me a think in a me head an me shame bout it God know.  Look how me a judge him say him did a cheat when in reality a me a di one who a do di cheating

"Oh  me  neva know  say  she  a  yuh family, afta yuh never  tell  mi dat" how  me  did  fi know  dat a  him  family an  even suh sometimes cousin look  dem cousin, it  nu impossible fi dem deh.

"All  I'm  asking is  for  you  to  forgive  me  and  put  all  that  had  happen  behind  us  you  think  you  can  do  that, for  me? For  us?"

Us ...

a  long  time  me  nu hear  de word  de from Chris, neva know  say  there  could  be  an  us anymore but nu care  wah happen Chris  a  di guy  who  always  have  me  heart  just  by  him  words  dem dat him  use  him  always  capture me  heart  with  him  nice  spoken  English  but  some how me  caught  up  between him and roshane.

"Tanya you  know  that  I  love  you  right  and  I  want  us  to  be  together  but  you  have  to  at  least meet  with  me  half  way . Can I  ask  you  something?"  Me  want tell  him  no  cause  me  fraid say  di way  how  him  a  lyrics me  right  now  me  might  ketch swell head  an  chat out  everything an  tell  him  di whole truth  a  wah me  a  do

" yes  yuh  can  ask  mi" well whatever  him  have  to  ask me  nah go know until  him  actually ask

"Do  you  have  someone else?" Jesus  Christ wah mek di bwoy haffi ask  mi dis yah question  yah now. Wah mi ga say  now  fada?

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