Let Me Love The Lonely

Chapter 24

*Your pov*
As I saw Jonathan kissing the teacher, I got up from my seat and stormed off. "Bets off asshole!" I couldn't believe what happened. I left the classroom and went to the girls bathroom. I took off my sweater and left the bathroom. I threw the sweater in a trashcan near our class. Kyle caught up to me and hugged me. "Was that part of the bet y/n?" "No it wasn't. I don't know why he decided to do that. He's such a fucking dick!" She held onto me until we heard a door open. We looked up and saw Jonathan. I quickly got up and started walking away. "Y/n, wait. I can explain what happened." I turned around to face him. He was getting close so I backed away. "Stop getting closer Jonathan, I don't want you near me." He looked upset but I didn't care. He tried walking closer so I slapped him. "I said to stop getting closer to me Jonathan!" Kids from their classes came out and saw what was happening. Jonathan grabbed his face and glared at me. "Fuck you y/n! This was all your plan!" "No it wasn't, it was our bet! You were supposed to pretend flirt not really flirt! You're such a fucking dumbass!" I grabbed my things and left without saying a word. I heard Jonathan punch a locker and running towards something. I looked up and saw that he was running towards me. I ran as fast as I could but he caught me. He pushed us both on the floor and pinned me down to the floor. "Everybody go back to your fucking classes now! I need some time with my girlfriend." Everyone went back to their classes except for Kyle she went to the bathroom instead. I pushed Jonathan off of me and sat down by the lockers. He sat next to me pulling me closer to him. "Jon, seriously stop. I am so pissed off right now." He chuckled and started kissing my cheek. I tried pushing him but he was stronger than me. "Y/n, it was part of a plan that I had. Do you honestly think I would cheat on you?" I took a minute to answer his question. "Honestly, yeah I do Jonathan. You kissed the damn teacher!" He laid us on the floor but I pushed him off and got up. I went to the girls bathroom and got Kyle. We left school and went to Jack in the box to get food. Kyle texted Tyler to meet us there. Kyle placed her phone down and looked out the window. I sighed as I loosened my grip from the steering wheel. "You okay y/n?" I lied to her. "Yeah I'm fine Kyle, I'll get over it." I wasn't going to get over it. I was dying inside but I tried not to show it. We made it to Jack in the box and went inside. We ordered our food and waited by a window. I told Kyle I was going to the bathroom. She nodded and I went. I looked at myself in the mirror. 'Am I not good enough for Jonathan?' I started tearing up at my thought. I fell to the floor crying. I curled myself into a ball and just laid there crying. I stopped crying and went back out where Kyle was. I saw Tyler with her and Jonathan. I rolled my eyes and waved to Kyle. She saw and tried coming towards me, but I ran out the door and left the restaurant. I went to my car and stayed in there for a minute. I started the engine and drove away. I turned the radio on and focused on the road. I started singing the song that was playing on the radio. I didn't know what the song was but it was pretty good. I read the name of the song and it was called 'The Heart Wants What It Wants' by Selena Gomez. I sighed as I made it to my house. I got out of my car and went to go unlock my door. I went in and plopped on the couch. I turned the tv on and watched 'That 70s Show'. When it went to commercial, I got up and went to the kitchen to make a snack. As I was done making a snack, I went back to the living room and ate what I made. I only took two bites of my food until I felt sick. I got up and ran to the bathroom. I reached the toilet bowl and threw up. When I was done throwing up, I got up and brushed my teeth. I sighed as I went back downstairs. I decided not to eat the rest of my snack so I put it in the kitchen. I went back to the living room and watched tv. I didn't feel good so I just laid on the couch. I felt tired so I took a nap.

~•Time skip•~
After I took my nap, I saw someone standing out my door. I got up and checked who it was. It was Tyler, Kyle, and Jonathan. I sighed but let them in. "Hey y/n you okay?" "I'm fine Tyler, come in." As they walked in I felt a cramp in my stomach. I felt sick again so I ran to the bathroom and threw up. I brushed my teeth again and sent back downstairs. I saw Kyle and Tyler get my Xbox ready to play guitar hero. I sat down next to where Kyle was and put my head in my hands. Kyle noticed and sat by me. She hugged me and told me that I was just sick. I nodded my head and just let her play. "Yeah I'm probably just feeling like this because of my period coming soon." She nodded and got me some water. I thanked her and just laid on the couch. Jonathan came to sit down but couldn't since my feet were in the way. I moved my feet so he can sit down. I was about to fall asleep again but got got up and ran to the bathroom to throw up. After I was done throwing up, I asked Kyle if she could take me to the doctors. She nodded her head yes and helped me to the car. She quickly but gently put me in the passenger seat as she got in the drivers seat. She started the car and drove off to the clinic. When we got there she made an appointment for me. She came back and sat down next to me. "The doctor isn't busy or anything so you'll be next." I smiled weakly and nodded my head. As I was sitting down, I heard the doctor come in. "Y/n l/n?" I looked up and got up. I walked with the doctor to his office. He gave me a smile and I smiled back. "So y/n, what seems to be the problem?" "I've been throwing up lately and I don't know why." He leaned back in his chair and bit his pen. "Hmm, have you been eating anything that could get you sick?" I nodded my head no. "Alright we're gonna need to do some tests on you." "Oh, okay, that's fine just as long as you find what's wrong." He smiled and helped me up. He took me to a different room and put on some gloves. He had a nurse come into help him. He went out of the room to get some papers so the nurse was with me. She looked at me and smiled. I smiled back and looked down. "How long have you been feeling sick?" I looked up and saw her washing her hands. "I've actually been feeling sick today but I never felt this sick before." She looked at and then put on some gloves. "Have you started your period yet?" "No not yet. Should I be worried about it though? Maybe I'm gonna get it tonight." "When do you usually start it?" "The 13th every month." "Okay well, we'll wait a week and if you still keep on throwing up then come back and we'll check what's wrong alright?" "Okay, thank you." She smiled and helped me off the bed. I made my way to Kyle and waved to the nurse. "So what's wrong?" "The nurse said to wait for a week and if I'm still feeling sick then to come back." Kyle nodded get head and decided to get some frozen yogurt. We got in my car and she drove off. After we got our frozen yogurt, we went back to my house. We saw Brian there with Tyler and Jonathan. I went up to him and hugged him. "Hey Brian." He smiled and kissed my forehead. "Hey y/n, you don't look good. You okay?" "Yeah I'm fine, I just have an upset stomach is all." He nodded and held my hand. I glanced at Jonathan and noticed he was mad. I cleared my throat and let go of Brians hand. "Hey guys, I'm really tired. I think I'm gonna go to sleep, I mean I hope I can. I still feel sick but it's okay. I'll see you guys tomorrow at school, alright?" Kyle, Tyler, and Brian looked like they didn't want me to stay here by myself, but they nodded and left. They have me hugs and 'hope you feel better soon' greetings. I smiled weakly and waved them goodbye. I turned to Jonathan who was still there in the doorway of my house. "I'm not leaving if that's what you want y/n." I sighed as I walked towards him. "I'm not telling you or asking you to leave Jonathan, I need you to take care of me. I only lied to them so we can be alone and talk about what fucking happened at school today." He looked up and stared at my e/c eyes. He sighed and picked me up bridal style. He laid me on the couch and went to get some water for me. He came back and handed me the water. "Here, why don't you take a nap and when you wake up, I'll explain everything." I nodded my head and placed the water on the table. I grabbed Jonathans face and kissed him. He seemed shock about the kiss but kissed back anyway. We broke the kiss as he held my hand and waited for me to drift off to sleep. I felt my eyes getting heavy so I closed my eyes and fell asleep.