I haven't gotten enough sleep this week because I've been worrying too much overnight.
Sometimes I also ask myself if I'm self-centered. I found enough evidence actually. I guess I kinda am.
I mean, people who are close to me choose better people than me. I mean, of course they would. Who would want something worse than something better?
I'm kinda worried about Adrian as well. He's starting to hate me again. Probably because I was texting him last Sunday.
And I'm still worried about that mistake I made in class when the teacher called me. One of my classmates called me stupid for making a mistake. I guess it's still haunting me.
I hate it. I hate me. I hate everything. I hate anxiety attacks. Especially the one I'm having right now. Now I don't wanna go to school.
Maybe I should try doing my old routine; Don't try to be so extroverted. Stick with being introverted. I just wanna read books for now and eat by myself at lunch. I mean, I used to have enough time to read more.
I'm kinda triggered how Jake Will was just fake to Auggie. How dare he.
HEY DID YA'LL SEE THAT PINK DIAMOND EPISODE???
ITS ACTUALLY ROS-
Wait. SU has killed me with that reveal.
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