... I want to write something sad. I just want to, for some reason. Today wasn't a really good day. "Father's Day". Yeah. There's just a little problem with that, hehe.
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heyyyy look who it is It's my three favorite OC'ssss
I changed Aster's outfit, of course. I think he looks better like that.
... I don't know, guys. I'm not... "feeling the mood" rn.
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I'm still writing this, don't worry. I'm just not in the mood to write, either.
... I don't even know what to say. I don't know what to talk about.
What's wrong with me?
I guess.. I'm just empty. I'm missing so much things in my life. I'm missing so much important people.. I'm missing so much love that I don't even deserve..
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... maybe I'm just overthinking...?
I don't know...
But I swear, I'm empty. I'm missing the most important things in my life that I don't even know who I am.
Am I just a human? Am I just a living being with emotions? Am I just a toy being used to play with my emotions...? Or am I just a test subject to let them test my emotions as well..?
I need someone to tell me. I need someone. I need. I.
I just wish I had someone who knew how I feel. Someone who can hug me. Just someone. Someone who cares about me because I hate myself and they'll love me enough for both of us. And I keep thinking that I already found that person but I always end up losing them.. who am I kidding, right?
I don't deserve such a person. That's why I keep losing them. Maybe that's why I can never find that person. Just maybe.
