... fall in life with somebody so perfect that you absolutely feel like you don't even exist in their world?
I think it's possible. It's definitely possible.
I feel like that all the time
I try so hard to impress I try so hard to be seen I try too hard
Is that what's wrong with me? Am I supposed to try hard? Will I gain any benefit for it anyway?
I don't know I just don't know
I keep saying that Even my mom gets annoyed by me saying that
She says "I shOuLd sTARt cAlLiNg yOu i doNt kNOw-" every time I say that
She even questions the way I walk
Because I walk weirdly Sometimes I'd make weird movements because I feel so awkward just standing still there
I guess I'm just really weird
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She should probably question the way I draw too >:O
Idk
Oh god I should stop saying that
I've been thinking to myself a whole lot
I've been realizing how wrong my every decision is
Every time I'm at school, I make a friend but somehow end up losing them anyway
I mean, I have at least 3 friends and they're really nice
I just wish I spent more time with them in school than in class
I suddenly feel so depressed again I don't know why I don't know how But I just feel depressed
I can't help but ask myself a few questions like "Why am I alive?" "Do people actually think I'm worth their time?" "Do people even like me as myself?" "Why am I like this?"