Sexting | Ethan Dolan

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'Ethan'

ethan

it's paisley

and before i block you and before you say anything, there's something i'd like to strip from the deep and shattered parts of my heart.

here i go:

i remember the first time i saw you and i thought to myself 'wow piper is so lucky, if she denies him i'll take him' but she didn't

i thought grayson was grant and i fell for him deeply. but he wasn't you and that broke me. i took the wrong twin.

and i don't know what i was thinking when  i started sexting you

i should've not

look where it got us.

this is going to hurt.

but i wish i never met you

not this way

we should've met like normal people

if we are star crossed, love will find it's way

i know this sounds so fucking cheesy

but it hurts me too much to look back and take it all back because i actually liked having someone text me and call me theirs and i felt wanted

it made me feel myself needed

you can't hate me

i can't hate you

but i wish we could go back to the night we met in my kitchen

the way your eyes stared at my sister

i wish that was me

i haven't stopped thinking about you

and i don't want to

but i do

and i probably should

piper told me to kill myself

and i

i don't belong here

i shouldn't be in this world

i should've never stepped into your life

look at what i did

i feel so guilty

i ruined piper

my parents, paige

everyone i know is hating me

paisely

stop.

here's something i want you to read.

*sent picture, 11:55PM*