The Babysitter (Princeton)

Depression Turned Into Happiness

Lyrics Of The Day:

Oh, won't you stay with me?'Cause you're all I need This ain't love it's clear to see But darling, stay with me

~ Sam Smith

A.N. That Song Be Making Me Feel Some Type Way :'(

↑Natajae Pov↓

●| 2 Weeks Later|●

Well you only need the light when it's burning low

Only miss the sun when it starts to snow

Only know you love him when you let him go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low

Only hate the road when you’re missin' home

Only know you love him when you let him go

And you let him go

That right there just explained how I felt. Ever since Prodigy died I've been sad, depressed,  mad, and lonely and I haven't left my room only to eat. I just feel like no one knows my pain and no one else can bring me as much joy as he did. I just feel like life is a bum without him. I still remember the day I met him,

*Flashback, 1 year and 4 months ago*

Jae: Thank You  for shopping at Quick Pick, come again

I said to a woman as I gave her, her change back.

After her was a guy and a little girl. I wasn't gone lie, he was fine as hell, and the little girl was amazingly adorable. He came up to the counter and smiled at me, I smiled back.

??: What's up, you know uh,*seductive laugh * if I were a stop light I would turn red every time you pass by just so I could stare at you longer.

I giggled. He's really corny.

Jae: If your trying to impress me your going to have to try better than that, and your total is $5.38.

He gave me the money.

??:Well if that doesn't work how bout I give you my number.

I smiled and said ok then gave him my phone. He entered him name as 'Future Boo'. He walked away but turned around.

??: Hey I didn't catch your name

Jae: Natajae or Jae.

??:: I'm Craig.

I smiled.

Jae: Nice to meet you Craig

He walked away, and damn he had some ass. Lol.

*Flashback Over*

I sat in my bed and cried. Why did he have to leave, he was the only one in my life who cared and loved me besides the rest of the crew. Now no one will love but my sister and the crew. My mom hates me for some reason and my dad is just out of his mind. Seems like this world is crashing down for me. Just then my mom bust through the door.

mom: Bitch stop crying and go get me some cigarettes!!!

Jae: why

Mom: cause I said so damn

Jae: whatever

I got up and put on a pink sweatshirt and some baggy gray sweatpants and some pink and gray converse and put my hair in a messy bun and wrapped a gray bandanna around my head. I walked downstairs to my mom making out with some random dude. -_- Such a hoe.