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♡ 061: liberation

♡ [06/29/18] ♡

Liberation
/noun\
freedom from limits on thought or behaviour.

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I planted a sunflower the same day that you introduced yourself to me.

It was completely out of the blue,

but I could feel the burning passion that combusted from your words.

My sunflower started to sprout then,
it grew slowly like my feelings for you.

Yet you were the complete contrast of me,

you were as rapid as the luxurious cars that you raced.

We had this idea to be together,

to feel adrenaline rush throughout our bodies with our hands tied like knots,

but it was just your fantasies, baby.

I liked it to burn slowly.

The playful part before a relationship is my favourite.

It was the most carefree and intense part,

like a dream within the flowers.

You were not satisfied,

of how much time it took me to love,

my trust has always been locked.

I would never reveal myself to you,

but you did not know that.

You thought that you were in love with me,

but I knew that you only loved the idea of me.

You only loved the words I spoke,

you would leave me if you saw who I really was.

I wasn't delicate like a girl with her mind within the clouds,

I was more the type who was so secluded,

nobody really knew who I was.

I only know who I am,

and it wasn't me that you have fallen in love with.

So I'm sorry that I did not satisfy you,

I enjoyed being with you,

but even when your hand left my own,

I will continue to grow.

And coincidentally today,

the same day that you left me,

the happy sunflower blossomed beautifully,

and even without me,

my love,

you will grow even more beautiful than my sunflower.

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-♕ʝєℓℓყ♕ (@emotick) 🖤