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Chapter 27: Doubts & Letting Go

I KNOW I PROMISED NA MAGUUPLOAD AKO A WEEK AFTER NG LAST CHAP BUT (WAIT I HAVE A VALID EXCUSE OK) unfortunately nagkasakit ako and was too weak to look at the computer screen let alone finish a chapter BUT as soon as I was able nagsulat agad ako & GUESS WHAT? MAY TWO CHAPTERS kayo ngayon! hahaha so yea enjoy :) di na ko magpa-promise nito hahahahaha

Chapter 27

Dennise's POV

"Oh my god ate!" sigaw ni Mila pagkapasok na pagkapasok ko ng bahay, "what in the world happened to your face?" 

"Oh, this?" sabay turo ko sa mukha ko at tumawa, "funny story but to summarize, I tripped and slammed my face onto something," sabi ko na lang.

"Seryoso?" tanong uli ni Mila na parang suspiscious na saken, "ate, you know you can talk to us right?" sabi pa niya in a more serious tone.

"I know," naramdaman kong nagsoften yung mukha ko sa sinabi ni Mila, "It's nothing to worry about ok?" I assured her.

"Ok, ate, if you say so," sabi ni Mila at tinuloy niya yung pinapanood niya sa Netflix.

Umakyat na ko ng kwarto at tinignan yung sarili ko sa salamin. What the fuck, nagkapasa yung sampal ng blondie kanina. Nagshower na ko agad at tinapat yung mukha ko sa malamig na tubig ng shower. Hindi ko tuloy maiwasang isipin yung mukha ni Ros kanina nung tinignan niya ko. 

"Fuck," I cursed silently and unwanted tears are threatening to burst from my throat, "...fuck," napaupo ako sa shower, nanghina bigla yung tuhod ko; at yung mga luha na pilit kong pinipigilan na lumabas sa lalamunan ko, tumulo lahat. I'm even doubting myself if I did the right thing; if hurting myself and Ros was even worth it. Is it worth it?

I'm not even sure anymore.

Pababa na ko papunta ng kusina para sana tumingin ng makakain dahil bigla akong nagutom despite the fact na nagdinner kame ni Carl kanina sa office nang marinig kong nag-uusap yung dalawang kapatid ko. And a certain name came up kaya medyo nageavesdrop ako.

"Tumawag saken si Thea kanina," malungkot na sabi ni Milo kay Mila.

"Is it about her ate Ros?" tanong ni Mila.

"Yeah, she was crying," narinig kong sabi ni Milo. At mas lalo pa kong lumapit at sumandal sa pader na division ng living room sa staircase.

"Yeah, I wish we could be there for her," Mila said, "I mean, wala silang parents diba? And I think ate Ros is just probably thinking about them, but still, working abroad is just... I don't know, hard I guess? They'll probably miss her so much."

"Yea... gosh I was so pathetic, di ko alam kung anong sasabihin ko sa kanya to make her feel better kanina," narinig kong sabi ni Milo. At naramdaman kong umikot yung tiyan ko. With Milo feeling pathetic about not being able to make Ros' sister feel better left me feeling ashamed of myself for hurting Ros.

And oh God, Ros is leaving.

She's leaving.