Even When I'm Sleeping || Jeon JungKook || BangtanBoys|| [EDITING]

🍃🌼|HachiMichiko

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Hachimitsu+Michiko=Euphoria

(Y/N) POV

I had properly taken my meds these past few days. I seldom fall asleep, but when I do it'll take me hours before walking up...

My body is tired. My mind is sad.

I've never imagined myself being this distressed.

It's like I don't want to deal with any of it and just lock myself inside this room.

I've been thinking about calling Clarisse...thinking about going home. Earlier, when Jungkook boldly announced that he's very much in love with me, I felt both happy and sad.

Happy because everything he had shown and confessed about, were real.

Sad because...being engaged to somebody at a very young age is a hard situation to escape. I don't want him to go against his parents' will for they might disown him.

I don't want him to stray away from people who will love and take care of him. Something that I no longer have.

Family is something that I lost at an early age... and I don't want him to go through the same feeling.

I couldn't cry...when I should.

I don't know why.

I was a bit startled as my door slid open.

I was just thinking about this guy and now he's here.

"Hey,"

"Hey..."

"Can I come in?"

I smiled and shrugged.

"Sure..."

Unlike the usual him who would just boldly walked around and rush to my side, he was a little hesitant.

I gazed at him with a half smile... I patted the space beside me and without a second thought, he came and sat on the bed, beside me.

I didn't feel like talking.

I just gazed at him...Jungkook is so beautiful.
Just like me, he had this longing smile on his face.

I came closer and put on my earphones on his ears. He didn't move or resist.

I played a classical music. One of my favorites... the one I listen to whenever things are 'dark'. When this fills my mind, my mood suddenly changes...everything becomes 'bright'.

I hope its magic works on him too.