Eyes Of Love | 사랑의 눈동자 | JJK FF

EOL 11

Taeyoon Pov

Opening my eyes slowly I stretch out my body smiling happily. Again its morning. I mean daylight morning. I had forgotten when was the last time I wake up daylight except yesterday. My body was so tired having those bad dreams every night. But this two days are different. Yesterday when I wake up from my sleep, I extremely shocked. How did I surpass the bad dream? Dream that been haunted me every night for quite sometime now. Dream that will forced me to waken up middle of the night and getting not enough sleep. I don't know how I did It. But one think for sure, the dream that I had in this two days after the bad one I am hoping it to come every night. I have no idea what were the dream is about, but I really like the feel of it. That embrace was really warm. A strong arms seemed very protective wrapped around me. Why after for so long this dream came to me? Is it because my mind are trying to accept it? To face the reality? Is this a sign for me that my heart already become much more stronger? I can't remember the face that are holding me in that dream. What can I hope, it will still coming to me every single night and will never stop.

Removing my blanket that been wrapping my body from coldness I walked to the bathroom. Preparing my self for a weekend breakfast I wore my fake braces and freckle sticker as usual. Wearing my unneeded glasses I unlocked my door room walking out to the kitchen. I see my sisters are laughing about something that Taehyung had say. I really love to see them smiling happily. Before I moved to London, I snatched that beautiful smile of them with my attitude and my broken form. Right now when I saw they are smiling again, I felt wonderful. Jimin and Taehyung really give what they deserved. Even I know I hurt them with my behavior, but I can't stop that. I need to be the way I am right now. Because this is the punishment that God give to me for something that I did In the past. He is punishing me really well. He take my happiness, because I ended someone life.

"Yoon?? Why are you just standing there? Come and join us." Jimin voices startle me. I just look at him for one second and face down walking to the table.

"Where is Jungkook? At the gym? He does not join us for breakfast again today?" Taera asked. That boy been missing breakfast from yesterday. What Taerin said yesterday he is too tired to wake up for breakfast because he been playing Overwatch till morning. Today?

"No. He said he will also skip for today. He got new diet table he needs to follow. So he will skip breakfast frequent in future. That's what he said." I don't agree with the way he want his diet to be like what Taerin just said. Breakfast is the most important meal. You need them for your energy to start on your daily basis. But what can I say, that boy really love his body so much. Just look at how tempting his tight are. Not saying at how sexy his biceps looks. Wait what? Yoon stop it! You are thinking like a perv!

"That pig! I will talk to him. Skipping breakfast is not good for diet. I don't take that as an excuse" Wow. I sometime really scared on how serious Jimin face when he is angry. Even he is still young for my thinking, but he is really good in stated what is wrong or right to make his younger brother be a better person.

"Its okay bae. Let's him sleep. Its weekend. He will eat when he feel hungry." Hugging Jimin from his back Taerin is giving Jimin small kisses on his cheek.

"Kay.. I will let it pass for today"

"Stop acting like a dad bae"

"I am your dad. You always call me daddy"

Okay that's it. This couple really need to see that they are still surrounded by people. I am still breathing over here.

"Get yourself a room guys. We are eating right now. Don't make me throw up what I just eat." Lucky me Taera is here.

"But you also love to call me papi when we ar-"

"Oh god please stop." I cut it off what Taehyung wanna say. I know where this is heading to. Not for my liking. They start to laugh out loud when they see my reaction. Good. Four against one. How fair.