sad multifandome (English)

Still standing

Everyone has that one thing that makes them feel good about themselves like they're in controle.

Everything else could be going completely haywire. The world can feel like it's completely falling down around you.

When you're doing that one think, everything is wonderful. Even when 95% of the time you feel completely ordinary.

You do this one thing and you think to yourself "I could be somebody... I am somebody"

And that makes everything worth it the hard days the bad days. The days they you don't want to get out of bed because, what's the point?

The days you're empty, and aching. That days keep thinking there has to be something more.

Then you realise... this is something more...
This is my thing. The thing that make me happy even when I struggle.

Because I know each time I fall, I have to get back up and I'm going to keep getting stronger. Every time your muscles are aching, and screaming, you hit the floor and you get up. Even though your legs are threatening to drop you there is nothing that compares to feelings, when your realise that you're still standing after something tried to knock you down.