Even in her dreams, Qiu Yue wasn't able to find rest.
Memories of her own past played in glimpses in her mind. Memories of her parents, all of their fights, the broken relationships... especially the parts where her mother had blamed it all on her played significantly louder. But that wasn't the end of her problems, it just got a lot worse from then on.
Somewhere Qiu Yue had read that, parents, no matter how disconnected our relationship was with them, only with them could you truly act willful and ask for things, whether it be emotional or material.
She didn't realize how true this was until she thought about it, but even then she didn't have time to love them as much as she could.
The memories of her own life morphed into the memories of Xiang Qiu Yue. She was actually Xiang Yu Se's half-sister. They shared the same mother but Xiang Qiu Yue's father was Xiang Lian Yu, the current acclaimed King of the golden screen. Xiang Yu Se, was born after their mother, RuYi had married Xiang Lian Yu. It could be seen that while he wasn't Yu Se's father, he really doted on the child and the mother a lot. It was apparent that he really loved their mother, as their mother, whose last name wasn't even known, had to have either come from an unknown background or, what was more likely, from a background that ordinary people couldn't know.
Apparently, she'd known that she'd die giving birth to Qiu Yue but there was no way she could give up her child, so leaving behind the beautifully thought name and instructing Yu Se to always love his sister, she'd left this world after giving birth.
It was just that... this didn't sit well with Xiang Liang Yu. Of course, he couldn't bring himself to ill-treat this daughter... but he never once even looked at her. Never giving her his attention or care. She could have whatever she wanted, except for that.
Xiang Lian Yu's current wife was known as the best singer for years to come, with unmatched beauty and acting skills. One was the King while the other was the Queen. It was only that this queen also preferred to have another queen for herself. But to satiate her family, she'd married Lian Yu, knowing that there wouldn't ever be any affection between them, she was happy.
The only problem was, she had never given the two children any amount of her time, it could be said she was just the wife and stepmother in name. Neither did she care nor did she mistreat.
Yu Se, though a child, received care from his mother before she passed away and his father could never bring himself to detach from this son, but Qiu Yue on the other hand, grew up spoilt and willful because that was the only way she knew to get attention from her parents.
Always acting without thought, doing whatever she wanted, no one paid attention to realize that all she ever wanted was love.
Such things, Qiu Yue didn't want to think about, at first she didn't understand why she had dreamt of her own life but then looking back at Xiang Qiu Yue's memories, she could only sigh.
As she woke up in the morning, her mood was horrible. Anyways it wasn't like her mood had been nice these past few days, but this dream really annoyed her to no end.
Qiu Yue was the type of person to express a lot of emotions with silence, especially this kind of discomfort, sadness and frustration; these feelings angered Qiu Yue to no end.
Yao Yan had wisely stepped away and decided to take advantage of her surroundings to find the best place to pick up beautiful people. However, Qiao Feng who had set his eyes on Qiu Yue, decided to make her the biggest star in the industry. Although before he was able to persuade Qiu Yue, he was promptly put down in his place.
So every day he would come and knock on Qiu Yue's door, Yao Yan didn't open it as it wasn't her decision to make, and while Qiu Yue was trying to pick herself up, she really didn't want to be an idol. It had never been her, to stand on a stage in front of millions. She didn't see the point of it at all.

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