Toxic

🥀 | 六十一

C h a p t e r s i x t y o n e
" N o c r y i n g ! "
____________

"Please taehyung! I don't wanna do this!" I begged with tears falling down my face as The red head stared at me, "It's too late babe, You have to do it- since I told you to," I hiccuped trying to hold back my sobs. "Now now, no crying! You're going to be a good boy and listen, okay?" I shock my head in disagreement, I wasn't going to kill someone! I just can't! He sighed letting his hands tangle in my hair, I wiped my tears away and inhaled, "Come here..." he opened his arms ready to embrace me, I couldn't stop myself from hugging him tightly and calming down.  I heard his heartbeat go faster and faster as mine did as well, it was weird to be embraced by him it felt... like I was enjoying it a lot.

"Better?" He questioned looking down at me, I slowly nodded pulling myself away from Taehyung and played with my hands. "I-I don't wanna... do it.." I muttered afraid of the reaction I'll get but he just sighed frustratedly. "You know i love you, right?" I nodded my head hesitantly, "How much do you think I love you?" I shrugged looking at my hands, "Look at me," I lifted my head seeing his brown eyes stare at mine. He leaned close to my face, i felt his breath on my lips. Blushing mad I jerked backwards a bit but he pulled me close making our lips touch; he moved his lips with mine. I melted into his touch and closed my eyes tasting him as he tasted me soon pulling back with a small grin. "To the moon and back~" he said softly pecking my lips, I pressed my lips together not knowing what to say.

He grabbed my hand tightly and bringing it to his lips kissing it, my arm felt weak at his touch. "Lets marry, or get engaged- I just want to marry you actually..." I pulled back, "U-uh-" I stuttered, "I'm sorry.." Taehyung stood up staring at me, "Oh Jae..." gripping my shoulders he pulled me off the couch and to my knees making me face his.. bulge. "You know how to shove away your hand so much, so why can't you shove my dick in your mouth?" I gulped, "I-I said I-I was sorry! I-it happens o-out o-of ha-habit!" He rolled his eyes pushing my face down to his hard member, I felt heat surround my body as he did so, "I don't want to here you excuses, dear." I had no words, I was so vulnerable to him. My hand gripped his thigh as one of my free hands was going to the zipper of his pants but he slapped it away, "Only your mouth," he demanded.

I hesitantly grabbed the zipper with my teeth and pulled it down; he hissed as I did so. I looked up seeing him stare down at me with a hungry look, I looked back down at his erection and saw his white boxers stained with pre-cum. H-how am I supposed to take his... dick out without using my hands...? I looked at the helm of his underwear and gripped it with my teeth pulling it down, "It's like you've done this before.. huh? Little slut.." I see his manhood spring up to my face making my eyes squint. "..I-I..never... done this before..." I respond awkwardly but he just chuckled, "did I ask for an answer?", "N-no I-I'm sorry...-", "You keep moving you mouth but can't eat your food, huh?" I blushed at his words, "I...I'm not... sure....h-", "You don't know how to do this? You're lying. Maybe I'll just feed you myself... say Ah~" I bit my lip, he was huge! How was he going to fit in my mouth..? I don't want to think these things but... he is doing this to me...

I couldn't stop myself from opening my mouth and tearing up. I heard the red head chuckle darkly pushing my face into his dick. I gagged feeling it almost touch the back of throat, just a centimeter more and it'll be touching that spot. "C'mon down be such a cunt~, I only gave you half, ready for the other half?" My eyes widened... He was only half way in then... how much deeper will... he be touching of my mouth? My hands tightly gripped his thighs, this hurt like hell... but something just made me feel good.. it just doesn't make sense. I felt my eyes become watery as he pushed further hissing. "Gak!" I gagged trying to pull back but Taehyung pushed closer every second, "Your throat is so hot..." he groaned pulling out of my mouth, I coughed weakly.

"We just started, are you already tapping out?", I looked at him desperately; I didn't want to do this... and he knew. "Then let me put it inside you ..." I jolted, pushing him away from me, "N-..! No!" I stuttered with a gulp in between, his expression change, I didn't know what expression it was. It was in between sadness and anger yet lust and uncontrolled, it that makes sense.

"P-please! I don't want to do this!" I shouted, he simply stared at me with that confusing expression till it changed to a soft stare. "What am I doing? I'm so sorry Jae! I promised I wasn't going to do anything bad to you!" He suddenly teared up lifting me to my feet and hugging me warmly. I should be used to his multiple personalities but... it always gave me the same goosebumps..

"Why do you always forget? You have to use your safe word... or I'll do further worse things..." He said into my ear but the safe word that Taehyung gave me was... beyond weird. "Let me fix up...! Tomorrow we need to take care of some.. things.. right?" He fixed his pants and smiled, "b-but Taehyung!-", "I'll make you beg for something else if you don't behave YoungJae~" he walked out of the living room. This was unfair! it was like torture! I can't look at a dead body! I'm too scared to! Why can't he understand?! But at the same time he doesn't even care so why would he understand how I feel?! "He's such a self centered piece of shit..." I muttered to myself, gasping I placed my hand onto my mouth covering it. Am I dumb?! I could've gotten myself killed!

" b u t w h y c a n t I c o n t r o l m y s e l f
W h e n i m a r o u n d h i m "
E n d o f c h a p t e r s i x t y o n e