22. Amnesia

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Hours passed, we laughed, eat smores and had a good time. Dylan stood up and walked inside for a moment. I looked over at Dylan's seat, next to Kaya. I could have switched while he were inside but I didn't. I felt more and more relaxed next to Thomas. And before I knew it Dylan came back out again with a guitar in his hand. Everyone except me cheered, I just looked confused at him, wondering what he was up to now.

«That was just what we needed» Dexter said with a smile.

«Yeh and Y/N is a really good singer!» He said looking at me. I could feel Thomas looking at me with a smile.

«Hey, Thomas? Can't you play?» Will asked Thomas and my head snapped to Thomas who were looking at Will. Yes, Will YES he can! This was what Dylan wanted, me and Thomas singing together.

«Well, yeh» Thomas said and stood up and got the guitar from Dylan. He sat down again and started to vote the guitar.

«Well, which song do you want to sing?» Thomas asked me still fiddling with the guitar. I looked at him without answering.

«Do you know Amnesia?» Ha asked looking over at me, I just nodded and he smiled looking down at the guitar again. He started to play the melody then he began to sing.


«I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted

I thought about our last kiss, how it felt the way you tasted» He sang looking over at me.

«And even though your friends tell me you're doing fine» He sang looking down at the guitar again.

«Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though he's right beside you?

When he says those words that hurt you, do you read the ones I wrote you?» he sang and looked up into the fire.

«Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?

If what we had was real, how could you be fine?» He sang looking over at me and I joined him.

«'Cause I'm not fine at all»

«I remember the day you told me you were leaving

I remember the make-up running down your face

And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them

Like every single wish we ever made

I wish that I could wake up with amnesia

And forget about the stupid little things

Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you

And the memories I never can escape» We sang together while looking into each other's eyes. It was like we were in our own little bobble.

«'Cause I'm not fine at all» We sang and looked away.

I closed my eyes and continued on my own, and when I started I heard small cheering come from the others.

«The pictures that you sent me they're still living in my phone

I'll admit I like to see them, I'll admit I feel alone

And all my friends keep asking why I'm not around»

I heard Thomas singing with me quietly in the background, but I kept my eyes shot.

«It hurts to know you're happy, yeah, it hurts that you've moved on

It's hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long

It's like we never happened, was it just a lie?

If what we had was real, how could you be fine?»

«'Cause I'm not fine at all» I sang with him still in the background.

Then we continued together, I looked around at the others where they were sitting and listening with smiles on there faces.

«I remember the day you told me you were leaving

I remember the make-up running down your face

And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them

Like every single wish we ever made

I wish that I could wake up with amnesia

And forget about the stupid little things

Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you

And the memories I never can escape»

I stopped and Thomas continued, I looked over at Dylan who had a teasingly smile on his face.

«If today I woke up with you right beside me

Like all of this was just some twisted dream

I'd hold you closer than I ever did before»

Then I began singing again with Thomas while looking into the fire.

«And you'd never slip away

And you'd never hear me say»

«I remember the day you told me you were leaving

I remember the make-up running down your face

And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them

Like every single wish we ever made

I wish that I could wake up with amnesia

And forget about the stupid little things

Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you

And the memories I never can escape» Singing with him was so amazing.

«'Cause I'm not fine at all» he sang looking over at me.

«No, I'm really not fine at all» I sang looking over at him.

«Tell me this is just a dream» he sang and we looked into each other's eyes.

«'Cause I'm really not fine at all» I sang and ended the song. We smiled still looking into each other's eyes. I could hear the others cheer and clap. We broke the eye contact and looked at the others smiling.

«Wow, that was amazing!» Will said

«Where did you learn to sing?» Thomas asked, I looked over at him and then at Dylan when I answered.

«I don't know..» I said with a little laughter.

«She has always been a good singer. She sings all the time! And she remembers the lyrics really good!» Dylan said.

«Nice, take one more will yah?» Dexter asked and the others cheered a little. I looked at Thomas and he smiled.

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