song- watch ~ billie eilish
'go ahead and watch my heart burn,
with the fire that you started in me,
but i'll never let you back to put it out .'—
jungkook p.o.v.
i watched as she slept in the passengers seat snuggled up in her hoodie, the oversized jacket she was wearing, and the blanket i covered over her that i had laying in my backseat.
she whimpered slightly after i went over a rough patch on the road but proceeded to sinking her head deeper underneath the blanket.
i could see her eyebrows and nose scrunch up as she smiled slightly when i turned the radio down to an almost inaudible volume.
she had asked me to just drive around because she slept better inside of a moving car and i wanted to give her everything she asked for so here i was exploring the dark town only being lit by the faint lights scattered around.
i looked over at her once we got to a red light. i honestly had no idea where we were but as long as she was happy, i was happy.i watched as she brought her hand out from under the blanket and began searching for something. i brought my hand up to her searching hand and she grasped it bringing it to her soft face.
"thank you," she mumbled and i realized it was my hand she was looking for. she leaned it down and brought her face to lay on top of our intertwined hands and let out a soft sigh before returning back to her slumber.
the light turned green and i began driving again, upset that i had to take my eyes away from her.
i snuck one more quick look before turning my full attention to the road ahead.
i looked up at the dark sky and small stars that arranged itself in front of my view.
even though i sat here holding the girl of my dream's hand, i still couldn't help but make a wish.
"please let this never end. if there's anything i want, it's this. i want her." i said out loud for no one in particular.
i couldn't believe that i still wasted my wishes on her even though it seemed like i had her.
but i knew i didn't. not because of sehun but because of her.
she thought i didn't hear her but i did.
she was tired of her own life. and it scared me.
i couldn't lose her. i just couldn't. i wouldn't know what to do with my own life.
so here i sat making another wish.
"and please don't take her away from me...because then you'll be taking my own life away too."
here i sat wasting- no making a wish on a girl who i loved.
it was like she started a fire in me that couldn't be put out.
—
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