To the one I loved the most

The Side That No One Sees

I beg myself to feel it all
The hurt and the sadness
But I don't know why it is delaying itself
I miss you so much
And every now and then
When I pass by a spot we used to go to
Or a street we laughed upon
I stop and stare at the ghosts
Of who we used to be
Frolicking without a care
Because we were each other's worlds
And we formed a life within them
When we were together
Everything else came to a stop
And I guess that's what I liked most about him
Nothing else mattered
When I was in his presence
And in those moments I was completely free
From every aching weight
I carried on my shoulders
For the first time in my entire life
And I miss that feeling of relief
I miss the pure joy that came from us
We had our own hidden language
Only we could speak
But now the world seems so foreign
Without you by my side
I can no longer count on you
To pick me up at the end of a terrible day
I no can no longer wake up
And know you are there for me
No matter what would occur
But I guess all good things come to an end