To the one I loved the most

D a m a g e C o n t r o l

The honest truth is
I hope you know I can't trust you
And I hope you know why
I hope you understand
Why I hold back now
I hope you bow your head in silence
When I pull away from your words
And watch your actions like a hawk
I hope you get
Why I won't tell you
when I'm feeling lost anymore
Why I won't call you up
In the late hours of the night
When I feel the darkness coming
I hope you comprehend
Why I can't tell you everything
Why I can't give you my best
Or my worst
I hope you can see
Why I can't ever fully believe
When you say I mean the world to you
I hope you realize
Why this time I
Keep you on the other side
of the walls I built
I hope you have learned
To never take me for granted
To never fold when I deal aces
I hope you know now
That I don't always stay