Y/n is going through a break up so she goes one walk to clear her mind not only what she find in the box is full of cuddles but love. A love she will always treasure. She finds a bunch of hybrids
No photos belong to me unless I give myself credit an...
"Y/n!!" I was brought back to recognition by the sound of my hybrids voice. They are all lined up in my room soaking in what I had just done. I look at my arm and back at them with a teary smile. "I'm sorry I'm a frustration guys" I sob and Jimin races in the cuddle me. Soon everyone joins and they murmur nothing but sweet things."Y/n you could have told us you know" Jin cry's and I grieve more. "I sorry Jin but I just... couldn't say it"
We all wept and then I was picked up by Jungkook and we all sat on my bed. We cuddled each other and this is what makes me happy.
"Y/n just for you to know your not alone" I look the Hobie with a questionable face. "What do you mean.
"Y/n we will always be here for you, and we... we all-" then Yoongi has Butted in I guess to make things faster. "What Hobie is trying to say is that we all love you, and not just like an owner love. We mean love Y/n" I smile and blush a little and leaned my head back on Taes stomach. "I love you guys so much more than you think. I will always love you and nobody can change that, thank you for Collings I go to my world." I play with Taes ear as I talk. Man do I really love these boys. Tae relaxes into my hand and kisses my head. " no problemo princess, but you do know your ours" Namjoon stars and I kick him in the head. "Yes I know but I can still talk to guys ok," I say with a smile
God Namjoon why so such a fluffy possessive freak. I guess it's ok because I'm one too.
"Y/n let's watch a movie" Jungkook states and I smile more. "You know what I think that's the best idea you have had all day" I smile and then suddenly I am rolled into a sushi blanket and picked up. What strange boys I have.
We jump or I am thrown on the bog couch as Jimin picks out a movie and Jin comes with food. "I got ice cream and I just ordered pizza. Oh, and we got candy too" "THANK YOU JIN " God I been yearning for chocolate for a while. I haven't eaten it since 3 days ago and now I want more. (literally, you me author in one sentence.)
"I picked out the movie The Hot Chick. (the really funny movie where two people one is a girly teen and the other is a man who is in a mod like crisis switch bodies) we all laughed and ate food that night
It was good, the boys had encouraged me to stop hurting myself. That's a new thing to say but you know it's ok because with them and acknowledging their true feelings I feel wanted.
Then the devil appears.
Oh and girls you know who it is.
Any time and you ruin this moment.
I ran to the bathroom and the boys watched me as I do.
Great just fucking great I just got my break-in period. Damm you uterus.
It was kind of hard writing the last two chapters guys because I did that and still do that. And I know someone is going to ask why. I do it because I don't feel wanted and it sucks and I'm afraid to hug people or even shake a hand but that's me saying MLS hug me. My family has anger issues and they aren't bad I love my family but when they yell it gets me stress and you guys know I get stressed easily but it doesn't turn out well in the end. My mother will start yelling and I will be doing school work and my brother will be loud and my niece is a smart ass but I love them but at the same time all of the distractions get me stress so I put on a fake smile or a blank face and go to my room in a corner. If any of you think of doing self-harm pls don't. Don't be like me. It's not worth cause, in the end, you're filled with scars. I'm trying to stop but it's even scarier when your mom's boyfriend is a phycologist. In my last book, I told all the great things about me and in the next chapter I will update as regular which is on the weekend, and I will tell you more about myself at the end of the chapter. This is more of an updated chapter than an actual long chapter but I was a bit lazy writing this at 5 o'clock in the morning And here is what I look like but just for you to know all my photos will be in black and white, unless I think I look like a human and not a potato then I will post a pic with color
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