Concealed Attraction ㅣ TXT Choi Yeonjun

Chapter 9

Y/N's POV

Yeonjun and I sat on my couch, sensing the tension forming in my studio.

"I missed you, Y/N. So fucking much."

I sighed a shaky breath out, feeling my tears coming and the lump in my throat forming.

"You think I didn't, Yeonjun?" Making my head turn away from him because my tears started coming out. "There was nothing I could do, you left and I had no choice but to accept it."

"I'm sorry." He said, his vulnerability showing.

"It's okay," Turning my head towards him, making us look in each other's eyes— both with tears, "I wouldn't want you to stop chasing your dream just for me."

"Look at where you are now," smiling softly, I reached my hand to his face— wiping his tears. "You're about to debut, Yeonjun."

"I guess our break up is worth it then, right?" Still smiling softly at him, hiding away the pain that I have been feeling.

After years, we've met again. I didn't imagine to meet him in this type of situation and seeing him brings back so much memories of what I have been through when he left.

Even though I did my best to achieve my dream of being a music producer that time, I was in horrible condition.

Every night I cry thinking of him and how much I missed hearing his voice, feeling his touch and I miss the way I used to laugh, because of him.

I had bags under my eyes and no energy left to go to school but I still needed to do my best to achieve my dream as well.

I didn't let him know of what I was going through that time, I wouldn't want him to feel bad for leaving me— I know it's hard for him as well.

And I would like to keep things that way, not letting him know what I've been through without him. He have come so far, so I'll just keep it to myself.

"I'm sorry, Y/N. Please forgive me." Turning his head away from my hand— making me retreat my hand back.

"Don't apologize, it was nobody's fault." Trying to comfort him and make himself less guilty.

"No, I know what I have done. I am fully aware that I've hurt you not just the day that I left but afterwards as well." Holding my hand in the process. "I'm sorry I didn't contacted you anymore, I was starting to get busy and I became overwhelmed and I didn't know what came through me."

Hearing his apology is really enough for me, it makes me cry even more.

"It's okay, Yeonjun. I understand." Smiling softly, to show him that I really do understand.

What he did next surprised me, because the last time he did this to me was the day he left me.

He pulled my hand that he was holding towards his body, and hugged me tightly. His left arm wrapping around my shoulder and the other is held onto my head— his hand caressing my hair. Just the way he used to do before.

I held in my tears while hugging him back. It's clear that we have missed each other so much.

"I missed you a lot, Yeonjun." I said softly— a little muffled since my head is buried in his chest.

"Me too, Y/N." Hugging me tighter, if that is even possible.

Things have calmed down between Yeonjun and I, we have talked about a lot of stuffs, catching up with each other.