"You & I - The beginning of Something New"

Explain. Please

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"Jade this cant be happening to me, i cant do this im 21, i just started my dream, and i dont know how to take care of a baby, and my parent, oh no, what will they think of me, its too much, and Zayn....oh my god Zayn, he's coming back i 2 days, this cant be happening, what if he leaves when i tell him and he doesnt want to see me anymore....ever?" "Perrie, dont think that, that boy love you like crazy, and i mean if you were going to get married you were bound to start a family" "Yeah but not this soon" "Perrie dont worrie, if he really loves you he will stay, and hey you have 3 best friends that will help you with whatever you need, we love you perrie, you are going to get through it okay?" she gives me a hug, these 2 days are going to be hell.

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Its monday morning 8:00 am, i open my eyes and strech, "Today's the day" i say as i get up and walk to the bathroom, Zayn is arriving today and i couldnt be happier! i get into the shower and put on some music, and just the right song comes on "Dear future husband, here's a few things you need to know if you want to be my one an only all my life....Take me on a date i deserve a break and dont foregt the flowers every anaversary, cuz if you treat me right ill be the perfect wife buying grocieries buy buying what you need...." (Listen to the song by Meghan Trainor, i linked it ;) ) i finish taking a shower and wrap a towel around my body, i get out of the bathroom and stay still in my tracks, "ZAYN!!!!" i run to him and give him a hug and kis his lips, i pull back and my towel falls off, shit, "AH!" i run back into the bathroom "Hey its nothing i havent seen before!" i hear his muffled voice "Yeah but thats diferent!" i yell back, I blush remembering the night before he left 2 months ago, i get into a nice pink dress and heels I come out of the bathroom and stare at him "wow. You look really beautiful," "why thank you Mr Malik" a walk to him and put my arms around his neck as he places his hands on my waist " and now for a proper greeting"  I look into his eyes and I'm just marveled by them they make me fall in love with him more and more every time " hi "I say" hi" he says back we start to lean in for a kiss, our lips touch and start to move in perfect timing I've missed him so much,  after a minute of this perfect kiss he looks down at me and asks"why are you so beautiful?" forget butterflies in your stomach I have a damn zoo in there,i  hug him and after a few seconds he pulls  back " no don't" , he chuckles and hugs me tighter "don't worry I will never let you go" oh the things this man does to me,  after a few seconds after "zayn? I'm hungry" " good because I know just the place come on let's go" I grabbed my keys my phone and my black leather jacket,  he grabs my hand and we walk out of the house, we get into the car and turn on the radio, every familiar song starts to play its 'You & I' " You know this song sounds really familiar "I tell him he grabs my hand  "yeah you know it does But I can't remember where I've heard it before" We keep driving for a good one hour its been really long since we left the house "zayn where is this place?" " oh don't worry we're almost there it's going to be worth it trust me" "fiiiine" I want a few minutes later we get to really nice restaurant it looks really cute and I really like it we head inside and take a seat at one of the tables by the window,  It has a beautiful view to the lake that has a park surrounding it full of trees and green areas ,we take a look at the menu and when I waitress comes over " good morning can I take your order" if she asks yes I would like some waffles with the kiddie Sundae topping and the vanilla milkshake Please " he says scanning the menu I just stare at him he looks so handsome " And you what would you like Miss " Snapped me out of my thoughts and Zayn  looks at me "like what you see" " I have the same thing and a strawberry milkshake please" "Very well I'll put in your order and it will be here in a few minutes excuse me" she leaves "actually I do like what I see Mr Malik" " I'm glad you do" " Did you notice that she was the first young girl that didn't hit on you?" " Well that's probably because she doesn't even know who I am" Who doesn't know who you are everybody knows who one direction is it would be a great surprise if she were that one of the people that didn't know who you were" Alright but I'm happy for that today because that means I get to spend it with you with no interruptions" " awe you always have the right things to say to me don't you" " I just want to see you happy" Our order comes and we talked for a little bit more than we pay for the food and we head out.

We wal on path that is surrounded by trees next to a lake everything is so beautiful "zayn this place is amazing how did you find it" " I have my ways" he chuckles, we walk hand in hand as I lean my head into his shoulder " Zayn can you believe we're engaged?" " I actually can, because that means I get to spend the rest of my life next to you" " gosh you make me swoon" " it's my pleasure Ms Edwards" we pass a little playground look at all the kids and I remember oh s*** my pregnancy test, i havent thought of it since he got here, we go sit on a bench that is in front of the playground and we look at the little kids play " Zayn do you want kids?" i blurt out regretting at the moment I say it and I feel him tense up" well maybe I mean in the future not right now.... what about you do you want kids?" " well yes but it's a really big responsibility and I wouldn't know what to do so I think it's very scary" " well don't worry when we have kids I will be there to make sure everything is ok for you and our kids" "zayn, I'm not saying it's  like happening right now but what would you do if I was pregnant which I'm NOT but what would you do if right now If  i was?" " well I would have to let it sink in and realize what's happening and then we would get through it together, but thats  not the case"   " yeah of course it's not"  my god. You're just making things worse perrie. I sit down sideways and take his hands "zayn I have something to tell you" he looks at me me with concerned eyes." Is everything okay?" " yes and no....well maybe... yes... No" fuck. You just have to tell him don't you" look when you are away something happened and it's nothing that bad but you see two days ago i wasnt feeling very well and I took a test...." " and?" "well ....zayn im-" "DADDY!" i hear a very cute voice, i turn my head and see a little boy running towards us, thats weird,"Daddy daddy!" "who is he calling da-" i see Zayns face, he is in utter shock, his eyes are open so wide i thing they might pop out, wait whaat? "Zayn?" i warn he snaps out of it and opens his arms to the little boy, a girl comes running behind the kid "Ty, dont run off like that, you have to tel mom-" she looks from zayn to me in shock  but then smirks "Im sowy momy, i wanted to see daddy!" "Whoa whoa whoa...what does he mean by daddy?" i say ptting my hand on my  forhead "Oh he hasnt told you??" "Veronica shut up, dont you dare!" "Zayn what is happening?" "Ty why dint you go play bud?" "K daddy" "Zayn is he your son?" i say with anger and tears rolling down my cheeks "Yes...he is" he says lookind down at his shoes" "Oh and he's married to me" says veronica "your still here? fuck off veronica" "Sheesh, calm down, dont get you knickers in a twist" she says walking away "YOUR FUCKING MARRIED AND HAVE A KID?!!!" "Perrie i can explain, just hear me out" he sounds panicked " "There is nothing to explain" i say trying to breath, but its hard "Yes there is, i didnt tell you because she was out of my life, and i was going to get the divorce" "forget the fucking divorce, we have been going out for over 3 years and it never in a fucking lifetime occured to you that you had to tell me? what ever happened to trust?, to us being honest? i thought you were different, i trusted you Zayn, and now you have disappointed me...how could you?" i say enraged, sobbing uncontrollably, i cant be with someone like this "I cant be with you, i feel betrayed, this is not the zayn i met....we- we- we're OVER!!!" i yell at him and start to walk away "Perrie dont do this, i know i was wrong not to tell you but please just let me explain, i cant lose you, your my life" he says walking behind me "you know what?" i say taking my engagement ring off"Perrie no dont" "You know what? i thought you loved me, and you where my everything, i trusted you, but clearly you are a fucking lieying bastard" "Perrie dont say that, i had no idea they where here, trust me i did this to  ptrotect you!" "I regret the day i said yes to you, this means nothing to me now" i say putting the ring up yo his face and throwing it at him, i hear the clink of the ring falling to the ground, i start to wal away "Perrie Wait please" i turn around and stop him "Ju- just tell me something, since when did you know she was back?" he looks up at me "i- well- umm-...." "SINCE WHEN?!" I shout "3 months ago she went to look for me at my apartment" i gasp, i turn around and start to run, i hear him run behind me, i start to feel dizzy and i cant breath properly, the next thing i know everything is black and i just hear a faint "Perrie no!"

DUM DUM DUM!! whatcha think? will Zerrie end forever or nah?  Im a good person but a shitty  writter! "TFIOS reference" hope you guys liked it and leave coments to what you would like to happen or anything! Shout out to msemily115 for giving me the idea of how perrie finds out aaand im sorry if its not that dramatics but i tried my best! Tx guys!