Fall of the Autumn

Chapter 13

“sweetie!” sigaw nito sa may entrance ng botique kung nasan kami ni Christian at nag iikot para sa isang inspection ng mall.

Lumapit nadin naman ito agad samin at hinayaan kami ni Christian sa aming gawain. Nag kagulo lang naman dahil sa pag dating niya.

Simula kasi ng maging kami dumoble ang pagiging clingy nito sakin. If he can shout it to the world he would sabi nga niya sakin. But he did already. We went public, everyone knew about us. Ang media halos nag uunahan makakuha ng exclusive interview para samin. Siya ang pinag dedecide ko dahil hindi ako sanay sa ganun.

Trending kami sa social media almost a month din. May natutuwa, naiinggit at nagagalit. Hindi ko naman mawari kung sino sila, a fan of Jacob pwede pero hindi naman daw namin kailangan mag pa aapekto sabi niya narin.

Natuwa rin ang family niya nung nalamang sinagot na ako ni Jacob. It was that night that I said yes. At halos hindi ako pinakawalaan ni Jacob nun. Sa condo na nga siya natulog sa sobrang tuwa at halos hindi nakatulog dahil nakatitig lang daw siya sakin mag damag.

I felt heaven in his arms. I really do! I never felt home in my entire life. Nang mawala ang magulang ko I already felt alone mas lalo na ng mag kaisip ako. I never feel happy kahit nasa orphanage na ako. Nakakapag laro ako with the other kids but I’m longing for something or some more. I wanted to feel loved so I try to find it to someone. But it always fail.

But being with Jacob I felt the happiness and being loved back. Sabi nga nila no one beats the mature love. For me it is a mature love already. It was higher than the true love or your greatest love. You see your life with him until the end not just by imagining it but also seeing it.

And that is how love is for me. I’m not scared of pain anymore ‘cause I know it’s the twin of love hindi naman kasi happily ever after na agad. Nasa reality ka kaya kailangan tanggapin mo ang pain na mararanasan mo when you love someone and you have to both conquer it all.

We always spend the day together. Kung ang iba nag sasawa sa ganun pero kasi kami hindi. You’ll know how his day well and how I share my day to him, and how you both took away the stresses that was done by the day for you. sabi niya nga ‘you’re my happy pill dahil you took all the stress away from me just by seeing you smile’

o diba bola?! Pero when you love kasi kikiligin ka kahit napaka small thing lang nun or crack a corny joke. Pero ganun kami lagi tsaka another way of getting to know each other narin.

“sweetie tulala ka nanaman po!” putol nito sa kwento ko. Hawak niya ako sa braso at hinarap sakanya and look straight to my eyes.

“sorry” ngiti ko rito.

“it’s fine! I was near here kaya pinuntahan kona kayo” bati din nito sa kaibigan.

“great! You can be our bodyguard for the whole inspection!” asar ni Christian sa kaibigan nito.

“only Autumn dude!” ngisi naman ng isa rito.

“nga pala did Matt contact you already?”

“about what?”

“the party that he will host tonight sa Lounge” kunot noo nito.

“para saan?” lakad naman namin palabas ng botique.

“trip niya lang. hindi naman birthday ng gago baka trip lang uminom” tango naman ni Jacob dito.

“will you come with us?” baling ni Jacob sakin.

“sige!” halik nito sa noo ko.

“may gagawin paba kayo?” baling ulit nito sa kaibigan.

“if you’re going to snatch Ria away agad ma reresched nanaman to at mauurong nanaman lahat. Better back off dude!”