On set is an imagine series that puts the reader in the shoes of a guest star as she gets to shoot on the set of Supernatural, create relationships with the cast and crew and of course J2, and go to conventions and stuff. The reader is part of the S...
The taxicab brought you to the foot of the Eiffel tower and you jumped out knowing how late you were. The grey clouds brought thunder and you jumped. You ran as quickly as possible to the elevator and every one was exciting because of the expected rain. When you reached the top platform your heart dropped. There was a candlelit dinner on the platform except the wind had blown the candle out. Osric sat in his chair with his head down and at that moment you knew you had blown it.
"Osric," you said running to the table as he brought his head up, "I'm sorry I'm late I just-"
"I don't know what to say Y/N." he said looking up at you with disappointed eyes. It broke your heart to know that you had let him down.
"Just pretend like I've been here." you gave him a hopeful smile as you sat down, "I'm really sorry I'm late. Let's just start the date over."
"Where were you?" he asked standing up and turning him back to you.
You hesitated a moment before lying, "Back at the hotel."
"You were with him weren't you?" he turned to you. You could see the hurt in his eyes with tears threatening to escape. If this was a movie, there would be no music.
"Osric it's not what you think." you pleaded knowing you were busted.
"Really? Because it sure as hell seems that way." he raised his voice through tears.
You didn't know where to start, "I don't even-" you tried but Osric cut you off with his voice quiet and sad.
"Please Y/N." he said, "Don't lie to me. I've been lied to enough."
"You knew?" you asked fearfully.
"I knew that he was your ex and that he was trying to get back with you yeah." he said eyes glistening, "That's plain to see. I just thought that you'd tell me on your own time. I trusted you."
"You can still trust me Osric." you said tears coming to your eyes as you took a step closer and he took a step back.
"You lied right to my face." he said in disbelief, "Multiple times."
"I know it looks bad." you said putting your hands out as your voice shook, "but I just didn't want things to change between us."
"Y/N I can't keep doing this." Osric said shaking his head. You could tell you were losing him but you wouldn't give up.
"Yes you can." you said grabbing his hand and giving him a hopeful smile, "We can sit down and have a nice dinner and forget about some stupid guy."
You could tell he wanted to but his better judgment caused him to take his hand back, "How can I sit and have dinner with you? Y/N, I thought I knew you."
"You do, Osric, you do." you said as thunder erupted. Your voice was breaking.
"Look me in the eyes and tell me you don't have feelings for him." Osric said fighting back tears, "No more lies this time."
You didn't quite know what to say. You didn't have feelings for Eric anymore after you broke things off with him but you were speechless as to see where this was going. You hesitated not knowing where to start, "I..." you started.
A single tear escaped Osric's eye as he nodded his head saying, "That's what I thought"
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"I can explain-" you said softly as a tear escaped your eye as well.
"Save it." said Osric sadly, "Look, I tried, I really tried but this has gone too far and I can't keep up." her voice cracked at the end.
"Let me fix this. Please." you said your voice breaking as you begged, "I love you."
"But you love him." Osric said shaking his head.
"No I don't." you said truthfully for the first time, tears streaming down your cheeks, "I'm with you, not him."
"The rose in your hair tells a different story." said Osric as another tear ran down his cheek. You placed your hand on the rose that Eric had placed in your hair and closed your eyes realizing how the situation looked.
"Osric I-" you started before he cut you off, tired of your excuses. You didn't blame him.
"Y/N..." he started and you felt the book closing, "I love you and I always will, but I don't want to be sharing your heart."
"What are you saying?" you asked barely able to hold it together. Your heart pained with the thought that you had hurt his.
"I'm saying...I'm done." said Osric, heartbreaking. He turned to leave, "Come find me when you find yourself."
"Osric! Wait!" you sobbed as the clouds decided to start sprinkling you with rain.
Osric turned as if the motion was a dagger in him, "What?" he asked through the rain that had quickly turned into a drizzle.
You squinted through the drizzle not expecting him to turn around. The rain reminded you of the Notebook except less romantic. "I..." you started looking for the words, "he wasn't the guy I thought he was. I went to see him to tell him to back off."
Osric paused and you thought that maybe you had changed his mind before he shook his head and said, "How am I supposed to believe that?"
"It's the truth!" you called through the cold rain feeling yourself become soaked.
"Just like you told the truth all those other times." Osric said, his words daggers in you.
"Osric you know me!" you pleaded with everything in you.
"No," said Osric, "I knew you." and he turned to leave, you didn't know what else to do but you couldn't just let him leave.
"Please." you begged softly, tears streaming. Osric stopped but didn't turn to you. There was a silence that felt like it lasted forever. All you could do was wait for Osric to decide whether you were worth it. You knew you had screwed up. All that was heard in the silence was the pitter patter of the rain.
"Goodbye Y/N." he said walked away leaving you standing alone at the top of the Eiffel tower in the rain.
"No...Osric" you sobbed in disbelief. You had just lost the most important thing in the world to you. You sat down and tried to calm your breathing. You took the rose out of your hair and examined it. Its petals were soaked by now and you just like it, you had lost everything. You grew frustrated with your situation and you threw the rose on the ground away from you. You cried as you watched it soak in your tears from when you were holding it. You had lost trust for Eric and lost trust from Osric all in one night. You watched the rose cry. Rose. It made you think of your character from Supernatural. Rose was loyal, unlike you. That rose out there dying away was the last little bit of your happiness dying away. Nothing would ever be the same. You remember Osric's words about your heart being shared. How could your heart be shared when it was broken?
