Rainy Madness

Chapter 8

Shit! I kissed her. Hindi ko alam kung bakit pero yun ang kanina kopang gustong gawin sakanya. Seeing her calmly na nag uutos sa mga tao niya and how she professional take everything in. may nag tulak sakin na halikan siya. Na halikan ang asawa ko.

And now that I ended the kiss and saw how shocked she is hindi ko rin alam ang magiging reaction ko. I’m not sorry for it pero anong ipapaliwanag ko?

Spending a small time with her that night in the bar was overwhelming. She’s really attractive and I can’t even stop staring at her. Kahit mag katabi na kami I wanted to be more close to her. Naiinis ako at umabot sa puntong nakatulugan ko nalang din ang pag iisip kong iyon. I was even excited to see her tomorrow but some how they made us saw each other today.

She’s pretty even when she’s wearing a casual shirt and jeans and a light make up. Seeing her calm make me adore her more. God! Akala ko si Carlos lang ang may gusto dito but I much more adore her in anyway and in any angle. Akala ko mag wawala siya kanina sa galit like how Briannas’ manager shouted pero hindi. Kalmado siyang tao at napatunayan ko yun. She is properly calm at ang tanga ko dahil sinunod ko ang utak ko na halikan ang asawa ko.

“hey” sita ko rito dahil naka tayo parin siya at nakatitig sakin at gulat na gulat.

“ahm… why?...” ayos nito ng tayo. “why did you do that?” pabulong nitong sabi.

“I don’t know wife… I just follow my mind… I’m not sorry though…” napakunot noo naman ito saka tumalikod sakin. Pero bago pa man ito makalayo ay hinawakan kona ito sa braso at hinarap sakin. Tumingin ito sakin at napatitig nanaman akong muli sa magaganda nitong mata.

“your really beautiful” unti unti naman itong namula sa harap ko kaya napa ngiti ako.

I tuck her loose hair on her ears saka ko muling hinawakan ang kanyang pisngi. I just can’t fucking remove my eyes on her. Tila na hypnotismo ako ng mata niya at sinasabing ‘wag mong ialis ang mata mo sakin’. Gay and shitty but that’s what I’m feeling right now! There is a fucking spark in my spine!

“Rav?” patanong nitong tawag sakin. “why is your eyes wanting me to kiss you?” hindi na ako nag pa tumpik tumpik pa at hinalikan itong muli. But this time our lips battle in so much emotion. She is kissing me back and It’s fucking addicting.

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Rav cut our kissing scene. I’m glad he did dahil parang ayaw kong tigilan yun. It is cheating pero hindi ko alam kung bakit ganun nalang ang pakiramdam ko. Parang tadhanang mang yari yun. Na dapat namin gawin yun dahil mag asawa kami sa batas.

Nung una tumutol pa ako pero seeing his eyes. I know he wants more and I do to. Oh my God! I’m fucking scared right now.

“are you okay wife?” bulong pa nito sakin at napa tango nalang ako. I needed space pero ayaw gumalaw ng paa ko.

This is not a good feeling. Hindi tama ang nangyari sa paningin ng lahat pero na aakma sa batas. Pero hindi rin akma ang naramdaman ko. May something na spark and joy tapos nag iba yung beat ng puso ko. Bat ganto?!

“why are you here by the way?” bulong kopa rin dito. Nasa harap kopa rin kasi siya at nakatitig sakin. Hindi kona halos matitigan to pero may nag hihila sakin na tignan itong muli pero pinipigilan ko yun.

“I think I have to be with you” lambing niyang sabi sakin saka na niya hinawakan ang braso ko at kinares iyon. “are you alright?”

“yeah”

“I wanted to check if you’re okay. I won’t apologies on behalf of Bri. She really needs to face the consequence that she did and suffer from it. and I won’t tolerate it anymore… but I wanted to know how you feel”