I Ain't Playing [[PJM]] ✔️

No One Is More Important

It took a lot to stop myself from going into a panic attack but I managed to keep myself as calm as I possibly could. It wasn't just me I had to think about. The baby boy kicking me was more important.

"Ok," I said getting to my feet, "I'm ready to face the firing squad,"

"That might not be a good thing," Hwasa said, "Why don't you just sit down and take a few minutes,"

I shook my head, "I have to do this. I have to show people I'm not a weakling and I'm not going to cry. I am too tired and hungry to cry,"

"You really are an inspiration," Solar smiled, "Ok! Let's go back and eat,"

I followed the girls and I felt a painful shiver shoot up my spine when I heard the familiar giggle of my older sister. But what annoyed me the most was the fact that I could hear Jimin.

I looked over my shoulder and anger bubbled up inside and I clenched my fists.

"Hana, are you- oh shit," Wheein said as I started to walk towards them.

Jimin looked up from Eujin and his eyes went wide.

"Babe, I can explain. She-"

Eujin screamed and dropped to the floor clutching her nose. I shook my hand but I felt fucking fantastic after punching her.

"Enough games!" I yelled, "Why can't you just crawl back into the cave you came from and stop setting out to ruin my life!"

"Hana, you need to calm down," Jimin said, "You-"

"Don't tell me to calm down!" I snapped, "Don't fucking talk to me Jimin!"

"I can explain,"

"That's what they all say when they know they have done wrong!" I said pushing him.

"I don't have anything to hide!"

"Then why didn't you come straight to me when this all happened!" I said pushing his hands off me, "I wouldn't have found out that my husband was caught on camera kissing his god damn ex!"

Jimin ran his hands through his hair, "I'm sorry,"

"You're sorry?" I said in disbelief, "You're fucking sorry? Is that all you have to say to me? Nothing like I didn't kiss her back or she is trying to ruin things once again?"

Jimin didn't say anything and I choked back my tears.

"Wow," I whispered, "After all this time, Jimin,"

"Wait, don't go!" Jimin said as I started to leave, "We need to talk,"

"Don't fucking touch me," I said not looking at him and I felt myself cry, "I don't want to be near you right now. I need some space,"

"Babe, don't walk away from me,"

"Let her walk away," Eujin said getting to her feet still holding her bleeding nose, "At least we can be happy now,"

I turned to look at her but the girls were holding me back before I could lunge for her again.

"That bitch isn't worth it," Moonbyul said, "You and your unborn child is more important than someone like her,"

"And someone like him," Hwasa said glaring at Jimin who was just staring at me.

I wiped my eyes and looked at Jimin, "Don't expect to see me at home,"

"Hana, you-" He started but I put my hand up to stop him.

"Stop," I said quietly, "Just stop. I'm...done,"

The girls turned me away from Jimin and walked me away as warm tears fell down my face. I covered my mouth to stop myself from sobbing too loudly. My eyes stung as my makeup got into my eyes and I felt like I was going to throw up.

"It will be ok," Moonbyul said, "We don't need to be here anymore. Did you want to come back to ours and eat?

I nodded, "I-I have nowhere e-else to go,"

Hwasa sighed, "Don't worry about anything. You and that squishy is more important than some dumb hoe and that husband of yours,"

"Hana!"

I looked up and saw Minhyuk running towards me and he almost crashed into me. He saw me crying and hugged me.

"I'll take it from here, girls. Thank you," He said as I wept into his chest, "I've spoken to my manager and he said we can take you back,"

"Are you sure that's ok?" Solar asked.

"I'm sure," He said, "I know how to calm her down when she is like this but thank you. I can get her to call you if I don't live up to that though,"

"Let's go, Hana," Shownu said, "Kihyun will cook you something nice,"

I nodded and Jooheon put his blazer around my shoulders. I hugged and thanked the girls telling them that I'd call them when I calmed down.

The ride back to my friend's house was quiet and even with them talking to me, I had no energy to talk back. I was tired. Mentally and physically. And the thing that upset me the most was that Jimin didn't even run after me.

I know I told him to leave me alone but that's not what you do when you love someone. You fight for them and you make sure that...I wasn't sure if I could keep fighting or being strong. To me, it looked like he had made his decision.

Minhyuk tugged in my hand and I climbed out of the car, almost dragging my feet up to their place. I sat down on the sofa staring at the wall in front of me.

"Did you want anything?" Hyungwon asked.

"I'd like to say so no but I'm really hungry," I said putting my hands on my belly, "And I don't think he will let me forget to eat,"

"I'll make something for you now," Kihyun said.

"Thank you for putting up with me,"

"I wouldn't call it that," Wonho said, "You're our friend and you needed to get away from there before you punched her again,"

"It was a good punch," I whispered, "But now my face is going to be spread on the news without-"

"Don't worry about that," Minhyuk said, "Just think about you and the baby. No one is more important than yourself and your baby. Ok?"