I Ain't Playing [[PJM]] ✔️

I Would Give Up The World

Jimin

"Mr Park," The nurse said walking over to me, "May I have a word before you sit with your wife?"

I nodded and followed her outside, "What happened?"

The nurse smiled at me, "Mr Park, you need to understand something before going back in there. She isn't the person you married after she woke up,"

"I don't understand what you are saying. Is she ok?"

"Yes, everything is going well. Her health has dramatically improved and she is starting to eat, slowly," She said, "Mr Park when patients wake up after being in a coma for such a long time they can lose the ability to recognise shapes, colours and speech,"

"I-"

"She will have to go to speech therapy,"

"What?"

"She is saying a few words here and there but she can't form a proper sentence,"

"Does she remember me?" I whispered, "And her son. Does she remember him?"

"Yes. So far we can't detect any signs of amnesia. Apart from her not remembering how she ended up in hospital everything is ok," The nurse put her hand on my arm, "She does remember you and she does remember your son. You will need to be gentle with her and try not to stress her out. She has been awake for only a day and-"

"You didn't fucking call me?"

"I'd appreciate it if you didn't use such language towards me, Mr Park," She said, "We are in a hospital full of very sick patients and that includes your wife."

"I'm sorry, I just-"

"Go to her but you can't be with her for too long. The doctor wishes to send her for some scans."

I felt my knees want to give way as I stepped back into the room and Hana looked up at me. I couldn't read the emotion on her face but I was certain she hated me. She had no smile and the look she was giving me made me want to fall to my knees and cry.

"H-hey, baby," I said sitting next to her.

"We will leave you to it," A nurse said, "Hana, remember if you need us, just push this button,"

Hana nodded and the nurses left us alone in almost unbearable silence. Hana turned her attention back to me and her lips parted.

"Before you talk...or try to, please let me just explain something to you," I said and she nodded once, "Things have happened since you've been...been in a coma and when you get home you will notice the changes. I just want to tell you how sorry I am for everything that happened. It was my fault you were here and my fault that I couldn't protect you or be honest with you from the moment your stupid sister kissed me,"

Hana tilted her head.

"I love you and I will never stop loving you," I said closing my eyes and resting my head on the bed, "I told you why she did it so she could get away from her abusive ex. That story was true and I received letters from him. Some were addressed to you and the police opened them. My lawyer wants to press charges against him as well. I don't think you remember him but your sister said he was one of your first boyfriends when you were in school. She said he was a bit of a creep when he was with you but probably because he was after her. Anyway, the stalker turned out to be him but she couldn't leave him because she was scared,"

I sat up and shook my head, "That doesn't excuse her for what she did...for what I did but I feel that I needed to get this out in the open before you talk. I can't forgive myself and I know you can't either but I will never stop loving you, Hana. You and our son are the most important thing in my life. Even more important than being with the boys. I would give up the world for you and Jihun,"

"Th..." Hana started and I saw the frustration in her face, "Y-you...tha...you."

Tears finally spilt over and I sobbed, holding her hand tightly, "Baby, I'm so s-sorry!"

Her hand softly touched my head and she ran her fingers through my hair, making me cry louder.

"O-ok," She said quietly, "You...ok,"

"I love you so much. I can't stand this!" I cried, "I fucking hate myself and I wish I could change what happened. I fucking hate it! I hate myself."

"I'm so sorry to disturb you," Someone said behind me.

I sat up and wiped my eyes with my sleeves, "It's ok."

"I'm not sure what you want to do but her parents are here,"

"What?" I said, looking at her, "Why the hell are they here?"

"They want to see their daughter but I thought I would talk to you first. I can send them away?"

Hana shook her head frantically and grabbed my hand, "See...them...I...now,"

I sniffed and nodded, "Ok. Are you sure baby? I can send them away,"

Hana shook her hand and the nurse nodded.

"If you start getting a headache or feel too stressed, then press the emergency button and I will make them leave," She said and looked at me, "Mr Park, I need you to stay calm. Hana needs you to be calm,"

A few moments later her parents walked in and they glared at me, probably wishing I was the one in the ground instead of Eujin. I felt Hana's grip tighten on my hand and I linked my fingers with hers, trying to support her as much as I possibly could.

"It's good to see you awake," Her mum said, "It has been a long time since we saw those eyes of you,"

Hana shook her head.

"Are you going to talk or are you going to stick with the silent treatment?"

"She has to learn how to talk again," I said, "Don't be so fucking rude."

"Rude? Weren't you the one to kill her sister?" Her dad snapped.

Hana's grip tightened on my hand and I shook my head, "You can't blame me for what your daughter did. She took her own life and in the letter she wrote, my hands are clean of her blood,"

"You pushed my daughter to her suicide!"

"Sh...shut...now!" Hana said, grabbing her head, "S...no!"

"It's ok, baby," I said, jumping to my feet and she cried, falling forward into me, "I got you. It's ok. I'm here. I'll get the nurse."

Hana shook her head and pushed me away, looking at her parents. I could see her struggle with her words but she didn't when she lifted her hands up and gave them the middle finger.

"That is the answer you need," I said to her parents, "You will leave and if you ever show yourself again, I'll have you arrested,"

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