Jonakir Khelaghar

Banjh Hu Main

Baanjh Hu Main...

Ek baar Ganga ke ghat pe ghanto tak baithi rahi. Koi nahi tha wahan sivaye ek pagal ke. Woh bar bar badbadata aur mere sukoon ka lamha mere haatho se phisal jata. Aane kya soch ke uthi aur usse puchha "kya hai woh jo itni besookuni de raha hai tumhe?"

Bola meri Sussi iss ghat pe aayi thi use hi dhoond raha hu....

Use kuchh kehna tha mujhse wohi sun raha hu..

Suno kya kehti hai.. kehti hai Banjh hai woh...

JHOOTH BOLTI HAI...

Woh jab podho ko chhu leti hai toh phool jagne lagte hai...

Jab kabhi meri soch riwayaton mein kaid hone lagti hai.... toh pinjra tod deti hai...

Toh BANJH kaise hui?

Main Pandrah(15) saal mein har raat use dilasa deta raha ke Banjh nahi hai woh...

Aur pandrah saalo tak woh samjhati rahi mujhe ke mohabatton ke aakdo mein aurat sirf mohabatte hi ginti hai...

par hisab ki badi kachchi hai woh har jhele huye zulm ke badle maafi khud hi mangti hai..

Kya Banjh aisi hoti hai?

Lekin solve (16) saal tak aate aate khud hi apne mayar se gir gayi

Apni Dus saal chhoti sautan se nazare mila hina saki...

Apni dusri shadi ki pehli raat pehli raat jab uske kamre mein gaya

Soch raha tha ab kaise dilasa dunga use

Ke Baanjh nahi hai woh...

Par dekha toh lalten ki roshni mein apni almari ke kono se humari

Shadi ki tasveere, apna walime ka joda, meri sherwani aur woh chand jo maine

Uske mathe pe sajaya tha... Unhe saaf kar rahi thi...

Puchha toh boli purani fasal ka bacha huya charah jala rahi hu...

Nayi fasal achhi ugegi phir....

Aur tumhari filon ki parten ulat rahi hun,

kahi koi badi zaruri baat reh na jaaye....

Dimag bhi Banjh ho chala hai mera...

Maine socha mafi maang leta hu, Amma ne zabardasti ki thi,

yeh bahana kar deta hu...

Are mere ghar mein tumhari jagah koi nahi le sakta, yeh keh deta hu.

Thoda roke, phir khush ho jayegi

Akhir mohabbat hai use...

Aur mohabatt mein hisab ki badi kachchi hai woh...

Maine jeb se ek anguthi nikali aur use de di...

Aur kaha dekho tumhare liye bhi wohi laya hu,

Jo nayi dulhan ke liye laya hu, pehli raat ki muh dikhai mein...

Boli Haa bohat mohabbat haina tumhe mujhse .... Isliye

Main khush subah jab aankh khuli phulo ki sej par,

toh dhyan bhi nahi ayaa ke...

Mere khilaye bagair jo khati nahi,

Mere kahe bagair jo dil ka har haal samajh jati hai,

Mujhse puchhe bagair jo saans bhi nahi leti

Woh kali khokli si uss raat ke iss paar aayi ke nahi.

Ik shor sa macha aur kuchh dhundla sa kano mein pada...

Laash mili hai Sussi ki Ganga ke ghat pe..

Aur uske kamre mein jab pahuncha toh lohe ki karahi mein

Purane adh-jale dastavezo mein likha tha

"Ahmed Miya Baap Nahi Ban Sakte"...

Jise lal rang ki siyahi se kaat ke meri Sussi ne likha tha..

Mere ahmad toh mukammal hai.

"BANJH MAIN HU".... "BANJH HU MAIN"

The pin drop silence in the open theatre, actually remained silent.  Byom's heart suddenly came to stand still, as if realizing the big pit and a sinking feeling. A story so ugly, a love so cursed and yet it had a truthful ring to it, a stark reality to face that more often than not it was the closest to heart relationships which makes you helpless and desperate.

And then the atmosphere rang with the applause... and the storyteller a young girl in her 20th year maybe and bowed to the standing ovation and then suddenly she turned and looked straight at him. And Byom forgot to clap mid action....

Hi Fam loads of love to you all,

Lets just see where does this story takes us... Byom and Nilu meets after all...

Hopefully, but is this meeting enough to be called a meeting...

Votes, shares and comments that you always shower on my stories has kept me going this long. Humbled overwhelmed and grateful to the core... Have fun Reading Jonaki's...