I don't know if you guys noticed, but people keep commenting their opinions about how I made the reader's life "miSeRaBLe" and wants "tO diE" because of those things that happened to her, but hey.
I have no power over your opinions since of course, you're the readers, but please.
You don't have to rub it in my face.
A certain person commented on that chapter and seeing that comment made me realize: "Fck, you know what? Enough's enough."
I see your comments and votes- I KNOW who comments what.
I know the reader being "suicidal" because of the things that happened to her IS lame, and I'm sorry for that.
Thing is, I had a friend with the same situation; no mother, living alone with her only aunt, father working overseas, was bullied, and only had one friend.
And that friend is me.
WAS me.
She became suicidal.
I could've prevented it, but being the huge positive-thinker that I am, I kept thinking, "Nah, she's fine, she'll be okay and be in a good mood tomorrow."
And I was wrong. I kept telling that to myself until one night, she was reported dead.
I dedicate this story to her.
So I'm SORRY for those lame reasons.
SORRY I'm not perfect.
SORRY I'm a bad author.
SORRY I'm just tryna make THINGS for people, but failed.
SORRY for being so goddamn blind.
SORRY I didn't make the reader's life to be THAT miserable to the point that she ACTUALLY WANTS to DIE.
SORRY that my book triggered you.
And SORRY I was being so sensitive with all this crap and this rant, but it had to be done.
I've been keeping this inside me for so long, and now I finally decided to give you guys this wake-up call.
I know there's lot of people who's suffering with depression, sometimes couldn't handle stuff, and couldn't figure things out, but if this keeps up?
I might just throw this Wattpad thing out of the window.
Being an author is hard, guys. I'm telling you, it's not, because pressure and all sht are all on you.
I'd rather be stabbed right in my heart with Ayano's knife than read hate comments everytime.
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Scars fade, and wounds heal. But words can leave a giant cut that is impossible to heal.
