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The pizza guy came about ten minutes after Jimin finished reading your speech which was a long while ago and he finds himself sitting on his couch, across the room from you, leaning back onto the cushioned surface while cradling his casted arm.
He sat their contemplating.
His thoughts swarmed around every possible thing that could happen between the both of you.
He then moved his thinking elsewhere. He thought about how much he admired himself from a few months ago.
Back when he did everything for you and your well-being.
That was his main purpose at the time.
And now he can't help but feel so god-damned ashamed for his selfishness over the past few months.
He didn't even notice that you haven't been eating! Who the hell doesn't notice that about someone you see everyday?
Himself, apparently.
And now look at you. You're so frail physically, so drained mentally and so worn out emotionally.
You're practically just a hollow shell of a person now.
And Jimin feels responsible for every aspect of that.
He doesn't know how to reverse all of that though.
He's sitting alone, eyes focused on you, wondering how to fix what he's done.
He was so proud of himself when he was lost in the words of your speech, forgetting that everything outside those papers existed.
He saw how you felt about him though you're own thought out sentences that were enlaced with your raw emotions.
"Asking me what was wrong"
"Someone to listen to my problems and offer comfort when needed"
He can't remember when was the last time he simply asked how you were, or asked about how school or work was going.
He will never forgive himself for everything he has done, or has been lacking in doing.
He sees a hand go up in the air and his eyes dart over to you.
You were stretching, your limbs going every which way which was weird since you slept in a ball. It looked like you were trying to be as small as possible.
Your arms and legs then went back to their original position.
Your eyes cracked open and your sight was blurry. You sat up hesitantly and rubbed your eyes, trying to rid the tiredness.
You looked around to see Jimin looking at you.
The hairs on your arms stood up.
You didn't like his gaze on you. Not that it was an intense look or anything, it was actually a soft and kind one, you just didn't like the feeling.
"Hello" he spoke softly.
"Hi" you said quietly and bought after.
You had to look away, really not liking the thought of him looking at you.
"Are you hungry?" He asked, almost to see would you eat after figuring out the state you were in currently.
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My Muffin (Jimin X Reader)
Fanfiction*Sequel to Muffin* *COMPLETED* "What a plot twist he was, with those pretty brown eyes and a mind that was lost in stressful thoughts" In which a certain Asshat and Muffin go to college and they have to deal with the struggles that they soon will fa...
